09/15/2022
I am a woman of many facets.
And somehow, after years of forging my own path on despite the noise around, I finally got lost in trying to figure out exactly how to present myself. What started as a noble goal to find my essence so I could better help, share, and create in the world turned into an obsession with neatly packaging it all that completely cut me off from my multifaceted truth and my creative drives.
If you’ve been genuinely following me and reading it all, you’ve seen it. The multiple changes of direction. The pushing forward and pulling back. The uncertainty with where I fit in an increasingly overwhelming maelstrom of services and products and advice and videos.
I’m not against progress and change by any means, but I’ve been struggling to keep up with the online life. Taking pics and writing was natural to me, I liked the art of it. It was never about imposing my tips and views, and more about showing the way of what’s possible from me to you, with some art and aesthetic sprinkled on top. The quickly consumed videos & authoritative quotes are difficult for me to embrace. It’s like everything goes too fast and I can’t catch a breath.
And then, there is the juice, the flavour, the theme. All I’ve heard in the past year is “niche down”. And god(dess) knows that I tried. But the more I water myself down to one thing, the more I lose my substance. The words escape me. The confidence evaporates. The desire to make an impact runs out.
One thing is for certain, I am not here to talk about e/d, food, or even body confidence. It’s become clear to me that my work with it was to heal myself so I could flourish in the guidance and the art I was meant to provide, where my passions lie.
If I’ve learned one thing in the past few years of my own unraveling to meet myself, it’s that the body truly has the power to unlock the mind. It’s a lifelong mission of mine to cultivate that connection inwards, and to assist others in doing this too. I believe that blending this foundation with my undying love for all things s-x, relationship, and well-being is a good place to start.
I’m not a brand. I’m a whole a$$ human.
Here’s to being my full self again 🥂🦋