25/06/2025
I keep most of my reallife conversations with followers off social media. It feels too personal. But sometimes, sharing brings quiet relief. To be honest i am currently living the life i once dreamed of, yet every dream demands its price.
Besides shaping my world from the ground up, 2023 was a year i wholly dedicated to completing my A1,A2,B1 german language level, leben in Deutschland and Einbürgerungstest, believing i was ready to chase my goals.
But reality taught me: to truly move forward, i need real fluency.
Now, earlier 2025 i've re enrolled in B1 not as a step back, but to build a stronger bridge to B2, which is proving to be a real challenge.
At times, it feels like all my past achievements mean little in this new world. Each night, i rest with thoughts of my future self and life. Uncertain and afraid. I’m actually rebuilding everything from zero but this time, with purpose and persistence.