Benjie Conduit

12/01/2026

Your peace was never up for negotiation.
You just kept bargaining it away.

Peace has never been externally motivated.

It was never hiding inside a relationship or a special title or a paycheck or the perfect set of circumstances.

We always keep chasing reasons not to be whole…
waiting for the noise to settle shhh!!! for people to change or for the world to make sense.
Dating, marriage, work, other people’s chaos…the news cycle…none of these were ever meant to lead your inner world.

Think about this…
If something outside of you can give you peace…it damn also can take it away.

So who is your internal leader?
Awareness.
This is your witness that remains steady while everything else moves.
The part of you that chooses alignment over reaction…wholeness over distraction.

Stop chasing peace.
Start practicing wholeness.
It was always within you…waiting for you to remember.

Mantra for the week:
I do not outsource my peace. I lead myself from within.

Wishing you a truly beautiful week ahead everyone. Enjoy your waves. 🌅🌊


Fact: We don’t lose peace…we assign it
to unstable BS and then act surprised when it collapses

Seriously…What have we been letting decide our peace?????

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01/01/2026

Walking into ✧˚ ༘⋆ #2026 ✧˚ ༘ ⋆

I am not asking for certainty.
I will be choosing coherence.

Not perfect plans.
Not perfect conditions.
Just the ability to stay whole while the world keeps moving.

2025 showed me that real strength is quiet.
It lives in your breath under pressure
How you treat people when nothing is owed
and how you keep moving without leaving yourself behind.

I think about the triangle
How it doesn’t survive by reaching upward
but by distributing weight evenly.
I think about the sun…steady and indifferent and rising whether we are ready or not.
And I think about moving water…
never rigid and never stuck and yet never broken.

I am not carrying resolutions forward.
I am carrying alignment
Between what I think and how I move and what I choose to protect. 🙏🏾

If those stay connected…the rest can shift.

Because a resolution won’t save any of us
if we are still fractured at the core.

Mantra for the year:
Move intact.
Carry less.
Stay awake.

Cheers to 2026.
Have a beautiful year, my friends

Are we ready? Hat on...city quiet. New Year already moving.

By the way we are all walking into ✧˚ ༘⋆2026 ✧˚ ༘ ⋆together. 😊

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27/10/2025

🐊Before They Find You🐊

When the sun rises in the morning  so does everything you have  buried in the dark. The monsters inside your subconscious are always stirring!  They are very quiet at first, then they succumb to their great hunger. They always feed on your doubts before your peace can even see the light.

We always need to guard our mind, body, and spirit. The mind will create the thought.  The body will  react to the  fear.  The spirit will absorb the chaos from both. If you don’t bring them into balance at the first light, the monsters will and they are a hell of a driver.

Because monsters don’t just exist in the world you awaken to. The best manifester of demons lives within us. They know everything about us, our weaknesses, our rhythms, and our patterns. So before the light fully breaks we have to find our stillness… before they find us!!

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The alligator in this reel knows this kind of patience. He/She is an apex predator.  They are able to hold completely still for hours and sometimes even days!  Watching and waiting. Shhhh!! Research shows they can recognize the patterns of their prey’s behavior which can even include humans. They notice where and when  animals drink, bathe, or walk by the same area. But when the moment comes and they are ready  they strike with terrifying accuracy!! .

That is exactly how fear works. It watches. It learns your habits. It waits for the moment you forget to guard your peace.

So find your peace before they find you. Don’t let your first breath of morning belong to anything destructive. Because when you step out that door, someone will be holding the wheel. The most important thing is to make sure it’s you.

Because in stillness, you are the hunter not the prey. 🐊🌅

Mantra: I rise with the sun, not with my doubts. I master the light within before the darkness remembers my name.

Have a beautiful week, my friends. 🌞🙏🏾

15/03/2024

14/03/2024

Life is like a river... 🌊🌅💚

In life's grand scheme, we find,
A river flowing, unconfined.
Through valleys deep and mountains high,
Its currents ebb and flow, passing by.
Each twist and turn, a journey's quest,
A test of will, our very best.
During the chaos, we must strive,
To keep the flame of hope alive.
For in this river, we find our way,
Navigating through each new day.
Through storms and calm, we learn to see,
The beauty in life's mystery.
So let us cherish every bend,
And hold onto the moments, dear friend.
For in the dance of life's grand scheme,
We find our purpose, our cherished dream.
- Benjie Conduit

12/03/2024

It's all about growing up and understanding life. In my head, there are all these different thoughts and experiences, each showing me something new. It's not just about looking back at what happened. It's about making your own way and not just following someone else. You have to stay open-minded or you'll miss out on real learning. This journey keeps going, shining a light on parts of my mind I haven't checked out yet. - Benjie Conduit