01/02/2020
[Money can kill your passion]
Making money doing what you love is everything we all want right? The past two months I was so naive thinking that because I am good at this, the money will come. So I stop looking for a job and start working for myself
But it is not easy, it doesn't work as I expected. Trying to do the work and get new clients consistently are really hard to do
My biggest mistake was trying to use my passion to make money too early, I leaned on it too much when it is not strong and steady enough to withstand the weight of my living expense. I was on the edge of crushing my passion. But I didn't(I'll tell you why later)
I realised that I can't sustain myself doing what I love, because I didn't do a good job of working on my business. The creative and business sides are two things that need to go hand in hand, especially those who want to work for themselves
a majority of creatives ran into this problem too, there were times when there were no client. The pattern looks like this, they were new in the industry, their works are good, but not a lot of people know it, they had some clients, but these clients are those whose want to get it done as cheap as possible. Since they desperately needed that money, they agreed to do the work, but inside their heads know that this is not a good fit. They tried different ways to change the situation. Some made it, some didn't
Those who made it got one thing done while others did not. THEY GET KNOWN. They let's people know their skills, they got featured on Behance, Youtube, social media, they put themselves out there
Now I will tell why I didn't crush my passion: I have RUNWAY, I was able to save enough money to support me in this difficult time
If you don't have enough money like me, you can get some quick cash like get a part time job, put aside your plan for few months to work for someone else until you have enough money for 6 months, cause if it really is your passion, it can wait for you for a while. You don't want to keep doing the same things and slowly kill your passion, you will hate it for life and can never have the courage to come back to it. That's it for today