born with a joker in my hand

born with a joker in my hand my life, health and my lifejourney

13/09/2026

My goal with telling about my time hanging with the gangs of Oslo, is to try to make parents make there children feel cared for, following them up and make sure they have something meaningful in theire life to do so they dont choose the wrong path. It is not cool to be a gangster, and it is a very risky and dangerous lifestyle. And you are just wasting valuable years of your life. It is not cool to be respected for the wrong reasons, you should rather be respected for beeing a good person, not for beeing feard. That doesnt give you real friends and a valuable life. And eventhough me and many of these gangmembers has survived and managed to turn our life around, we are only a small prosentage of everyone. Most people dont make it. It takes a special and strong mentality to get out of it and to succeed to turn your life around. So please do the right choices, choose the right path. And also remember that everyone deserve a second chance, and are able to change.

12/09/2026

This episode is about the first steps how i got involved with the gangs and why. And about the people behind the gangster mask.
I again are speaking about one particular person, who i have always had and still han unexplainable much respect for, but the respect i have for him today is a different respect than i had when we were still involved with the ganglife. Now I respect him for all the good he is doing, and how he turned his life around to help and support the people who otherwise would probably end up in a gang or a lifestyle of crime if it was not for him and the work he is doing.

11/09/2026

This is life with chronical illnesses, some days are good, some days are bad. And some days start good, then suddenly it takes a turn for the worse. Lets see what they can figure out, why and what happened.

11/09/2026

The way people get recruited to such a lifestyle is pretty much the same all over the world. My story though is about the ganglife and clubbing life in Oslo, the capitol of norway. I have always been an outsider, and therefor a very easy target for the people who deals with drugs. So i was easily recruited into the clubbing enviroment. I took the easiest choice how to make myself survive, by starting to deal on my own. I was all the time doing it as a one woman buisness, so i started to loose the capability to have empathy and feelings for others. I became those who recruited me in other words. Cold hearted and quite crazy. But that was because it is dangerous to show especially fear when you are living that kind of lifestyle. And bit by bit i had a small circle of people i myself had recruited around me, who others approched to ask for what they wanted. Because I was not interessted in people coming directly to me. They would only put me in danger for potencially getting caught. I slowly builded a reputation for not beeing stable and for beeing kind of dangerous, eventhough I was a one woman buisness. But that was a mask i had to wear so i myself would survive. Because especially as a woman that kind of buisness if I can call it that, is even more dangerous than for the men. How I got in contact and started to hang around with the gangs , that I will start telling more about in next episode (part 3).

10/09/2026

I have a need to tell the world about the time in my past where i had a lot to do with the gangs of oslos underworld. Remember when you see this, that this is in the 90's , so its a long time ago. Im actually proud to have been a part of that life, because it made me so much stronger as a person. And also i got to know these people for who they REALLY were. And how and why it all started. Some of them i was very close to, some of them not so much. But I learned that these people were not only coldblooded dangerous people as others wants to portrait them. They are actually and has always been people with good hearts and good souls. They were just getting caught up in a lifestyle who were ment to be a protection against racism, but it somehow spun off the rails. And they got involved with crime. But I will assure you that these are absolutely on the inside good people. Now most of us are living a normal, peaceful life. And some are working with prevention and helping and supporting children so they dont get involved in that lifestyle, and also supporting and helping people who wants out of the gang community. I especially want to highlight shahid rasool who is now intensively working with that. Supporting children and others , giving them the feeling of that somebody cares about them and giving them something meaningful to do ,so they dont fall into the underworld. I am really really proud of him, he is now such a good rolemodel. From once a gang leader, to someone who cares and are helping those in need , and those who are in risk of choosing the wrong path in life. I will come back with followup videos to this.

10/09/2026

If you are stryggeling in life, no matter what it is, make sure to find something who makes you feel happy. It does not matter what it is, it just have to make you happy. It will relieve you from the worst parts of your struggles. It will stop your brain from spinning itself into a deeper and darker whole. And never mind what others say or think. Focus on you, your happiness and only that. Life is hard, but some joy in life, togheter with humbleness will make it a little easier.

09/09/2026

Pahoittelen viimeaikaista poissaoloani, m***a eri syistä en ole keskittynyt niin paljon sisältöön täällä. Siirryn pikkuhiljaa TikTokiin. Olisin siis kiitollinen, jos voisit tulla seuraamaan minua sielläkin. Tämä tietenkin vain, jos sinulla on TikTok. Siellä on hieman erilaista sisältöä, m***a sielläkin on kyse elämästäni. Joten toivottavasti näemme sinut pian siellä 🙏❤️

09/09/2026

Im sorry for the absence lately, but for different reasons i have not been focusing so much on the content here. Im bit by bit moving over to tiktok. So i would appreciate if you could come over there and follow me there also. That is of course if you have tiktok. It is slightly different content there, but its still about my life also there. So i hope to see you there soon 🙏❤️

05/09/2026

I started a tiktok platform yesterday, and have a feeling that tiktok will be a better platform for me, so i would really appreciate if you have tiktok to come and follow me there. I will still be posting here as well, but i believe I will be more active at tiktok.

04/09/2026

So for a while now people has been telling me that tiktok would be a good option for me, and that its easier to reach my goal there, so i would appreciate if you have tiktok to drop me a follow there as well ❤️
It would be a tremendous help for me, so i hope to see you all there as well 🙏 but please be patient with me for how i make my content there, because its a whole new thing to me, so it will probably take some time for me to learn how to use it 😁😅

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