02/08/2025
God Was Watching All Along: A Scare That Strengthened My Faith 🙏
About two months ago, I randomly checked my health records on the NHS app—and my heart dropped. A diagnosis I had never heard before appeared on the screen: carcinoma in situ of the uterus (in short, cancer of the uterus). My hands trembled, and sorrow washed over me. The record was dated February 2024, almost at the same time as my stem cell transplant, yet I had no memory of any test, hospital visit, or call from my GP that could have led to this. I cried—deep, aching tears. But in that moment of fear, God provided comfort through my daughter, who happened to be right there beside me. She reassured me, “Mum, it must be a mistake.” She prayed earnestly to God for comfort and also rebuking the diagnosis.
Still, something in me stirred—a mix of anxiety and faith. I knew I had to seek the truth, not just sit in fear. I called my GP practice: they had no record of it. I called my Haematology Consultant at the hospital: nothing there either. I felt like I was on a mission—not just to protect my health, but to protect my peace. So, I persisted. I booked an appointment with my GP to get to the bottom of it.
Yesterday, I finally got answers. It turns out it was a coding error—a mistake made when updating records. The diagnosis wasn’t real. It never was. My GP apologised sincerely.
In that moment, I whispered, “Thank You, Lord.” Not just for the relief, but for His quiet presence through it all—for the strength to press on, and for the reminder that we must be vigilant stewards of our own lives, even as we trust Him with every outcome.
This experience taught me that God doesn’t always shield us from the storm, but He never leaves us in it alone. And sometimes, He allows even a scare to deepen our faith, sharpen our discernment, and teach us to speak up for ourselves.
✨ Be encouraged to always check your health records. Ask questions. Follow up. And more importantly, trust that God sees the bigger picture—even when the details feel blurry.