20/01/2026
I’m not saying it’ll be easy but I’ll give it a good crack.
Hitting my 40s has really made me reassess life more than any other time.
What I want to be doing, don’t want to be doing. Who I want to do them with and don’t want to do them with.
Previously, when I’ve looked back on my life, I always felt grief. Almost like I’d failed because I’d left parts of me behind or didn’t “succeed” at something.
That’s bonkers thinking.
Growth and change are natural and necessary. Some parts of me stay, others go.
But what I want to always stay is learning. Never fearing judgement, opinions, rejection.
I want to always be a beginner in something and if I stay that way, it’s going to be a dope ass day.