16/07/2025
Is any of this you too? And before anyone asks: I currently (and most of the time) have over 170 drafts (and even more ideas in my notes app…) most of the drafts aren’t finished or they aren’t ready to be posted or I might never post them (don’t ask me why haha). That’s how I keep on top of posting almost daily. I create content when I feel inspired and edit in the evenings. And sometimes I’m too tired and I don’t post that day or I repost a video. Because life sometimes does get in the way.
One of the biggest reasons I like to post on social media for me, is because I want to show things that are REAL (or at least I try to as much as possible). Whether they’re ugly, pretty, honest, raw, or just informative. I used to feel so inadequate looking at everyone’s put together pretty great perfect selves and lives and it made me want to show the opposite. Show the whole spectrum. Sometimes I’m better at it than other times and tbh that largely depends where I’m at mentally and also where I am at with my confidence and RSD. I’d love to show you so much more of my day to day but there’s a lot that I’ve been working on behind the scenes that I am having to wait until I can share these things with you. I’m super excited when things have progressed enough that I am in a place to openly share everything with you that I’ve been working on, struggling with, spent days, weeks and months on and that I’ve been passionately hyperfixated on (and maybe a bit too perfectionistic… I’m working on that though).
Anyway what I want to say is that I hope my posts (when you come across them) do genuinely make you feel like you belong. You’re okay. You’re not broken. Your brain works differently not worse. And you’re not alone with your struggles (and you do have strengths). Lots of love!
