10/10/2025
Fun Fact: The first photo was actually used for a commercial billboard back home when I was 29. Back then, I thought life would be all big dreams, great hair, and perfect lighting.
Fast forward to 45 (today!) living in the UK where my biggest audience is my 7 yr old, my husband, and the neighbours who see me taking the bins out in a dressing gown. 😂
They say life begins at 40… Well, I’m 45 now, and let me tell you... my neck...my back... and my joints have their own individual soundtrack!
Mid 40s is emotionally complexed, humbling, and weirdly beautiful.
Last night I watched a thriller and ended up weeping for the villain because of everything he's been through before he ended up being a villain.
Two weeks ago my daughter moved out, and suddenly there’s this quiet unfamiliar ache...part pride, part heartbreak.
You also start seeing people for who they really are... friends who care and those who only contact you when they need something from you, people who’s got your back, and those who don't. And all is well... you begin to accept life happens and everyone especially yourself is allowed to say 'bear with' to anyone and it's okay.
So here I am, in my kitchen, counting the wrinkles that needs sorting out and making my own caramel cake because it's the next best thing to what I'd get if I was back home with my friends and at 45, really, I also want to make sure how much sugar is in my cake 😂🤣😂 All is well!
Thank you for all the greetings! Love you and miss you all!