23/11/2023
To my sweetheart Zhab,
Happy 11th birthday to you, my love. It seems like only yesterday that our little fighter was born and you were so bravely fighting your own battle. I was so discouraged when your surgeon said, "I cannot promise you the surgery went well or given you a 100% assurance, but lets just pray to God above as he is only using my hands to be an instrument to operate your daughter," when you had to have open heart surgery when you were two months old. At the same time, I was crying with fear and hope as I listened to what the surgeon said. It seems as though God sent those people to protect you later before your surgery when the Agustinian Priest came to pray over you in your hospital room. Until your surgery went well as two hours after the surgery you start crying and acting hyper. I had no idea how God could do miracles in such enigmatic ways, yet here you are, my miracle daughter and angel from above. And I am beyond grateful to have you as my lovely daughter and beyond happy to be your mother.
Please know that no matter what, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and will ALWAYS be on your side no matter what or who you become. Thank you for being my pillar of support when I was weak, my inspiration when I wanted to give up, for making me laugh when I'm sad, and for sometimes being so shady yet still so kind. 😁❤
HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY MY LOVE, I KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BEFORE I MEET YOU, I MAY NOT BE THE BEST MOTHER U CAN HAVE, BUT I WILL TRY TO EXERCISE MORE EFFORT TO DO MY DUTIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES TO BE THE BEST MOTHER I CAN BE TO YOU. ❤😘😘😘
