10/12/2025
This day last year my dog got killed in front of me, my caravan went up in flames while I was inside it and I lost a mother figure to su***de. Then more horrors happened which I won't go into. More and more loss was coming in waves - I spent last winter, spring and summer wondering what it was all about. What I have realised is that when your down and out and fu**ed and weary, you find out who your solids are. We don't need a lot of people in our lives, but the ones who are there to pick up the pieces when you haven't got the energy, they are to be cherished. And when you come out the other side with a help and hand to stand on your own two feet again, things look different. And we begin to grow from our pain and suffering. Don't be a victim, be your own hero. And be proud of the freak this hard life has made you. Your enough and your fu***ng alive.
I hope you all give one another loads of love and enter the new year with strength.
Godspeed xx Haylo
