20/11/2024
When I decided to take to the streets on August 14th, 2024, I knew exactly what I was leaving behind. I knew my life would never be the same again. I remember the night before, having a heated argument with two of my male friends. They insisted that stepping out for a single day wouldn’t change anything in this city, that no matter what we did, everything would stay the same. But I held on to hope for a better world and dismissed their opinions. I went out alone. Yes, alone. I chose to stand by myself, intentionally distancing myself from any group, refusing to be influenced by anyone.
Let me make it clear: I’m not apolitical. I have my own political beliefs, and anyone who knows me knows that. But in that moment, I wasn’t about aligning with a group or a cause for the sake of it. I was driven by something deeper. Over the past three months, I’ve met countless people. Some have become my closest friends, while others have sparked a hatred in me that I never knew I was capable of. But regardless of how I feel about them, I’ve learned more than words can describe. And through it all, I know I’m no longer the same person.
This movement has changed everything. Every aspect of my life has been reshaped.
I’ve always been the type of person who would only go outside once every couple of months, complaining about the noise, the pollution, the people, the chaos. Yet, that same woman has now spent two months on the streets, sleeping there without a single complaint. A woman whose world once revolved around her room, her books, her journals, her parents, and her cat—now finds it hard to recall the last time she sat down to talk to her family or played with her cat.
While I was out on the streets every night—screaming, crying, begging, protesting for a safer city—my family carried on with their lives, my friends partied and celebrated. And no, I’m not complaining. This is when I realized something important: not everyone will stand up against injustice. Did I know this before? Yes, I did. Did I stop interacting with them? No, I didn’t. But after this movement, after being so deeply immersed in it, I can’t bring myself to call them friends anymore. I won’t attend another family gathering. This movement has changed me—it has made me angry. In fact, it has made me furious. Furious with everyone, with everything.
Now, as people dismiss this movement as pointless because, supposedly, nothing has changed, I just want to say: wait. Wait a few months. Watch as those of us who were out in the streets, who were fighting for justice, start to speak out against you. Watch as the people who dared to leave their comfort zones begin to hold you accountable.
Oh, just you wait!