18/10/2025
Court Update | 16th & 17th October
On 16th October, I reached the court premises sharp at 10:00 a.m., full of hope that maybe today our case would finally move forward. But as always, things didnât go as expected.
I saw our case listed as Serial No. 57 on the notice board. From 10 to 12:40, cases were called one by one, and when finally our number came up â the SDPO was absent. The court instructed him to appear after lunch, so I waited patiently, the whole day.
Even by 4:00 p.m., he didnât show up. Instead, someone from his office came to ask for âmore time.â The judge directed that the case remains open and adjourned it to 17th October.
Another day wasted. Another day of shattered hope.
On 17th October, I reached again at 9:45 a.m., determined not to miss anything. The courtroom was empty â only victims and culprits waiting. Hours passed. At 12:30, the judge again inquired about the SDPOâs presence, and once more we were told, he will come after lunch.
Finally, at 3:10 p.m., he arrived with some officials. They presented the file and requested two more months to âcomplete the investigation.â I reminded the court that this FIR was registered in 2018, and even back then they were given 42 days to produce the challan. Now itâs 2025, and still â no challan, no justice, only delays.
The judge asked me to return after three days to hear the order.
I stood there, helpless, fighting tears. Iâve tried to stay strong all these years, but every time I face police officials, my heart races and I struggle to hold back the panic.
This was just a formal hearing for everyone else â a common case among many.
But for me, it was hope, it was the broken heart that carries the memories of my brother, it was the fight to stay strong when everything inside me feels shattered.
They took just two days of hearings.
But now, I know Iâll be emotionally drained for days, maybe months.
Because healing takes time â and with each hearing, I gather courage before it, but lose a part of myself after it. The exhaustion, the waiting, the silence â it breaks me every time.
Yet I remind myself again â Allah is the best of planners.
I donât know how many more days, hearings, or moments it will take for things to finally normalize.
But I still choose faith over fear, and hope over despair.
Because justice might be delayed, but truth never dies.