18/04/2025
I finally collapsed….
Since the beginning of February I was going on no stop. How can we stop? Who will do all those services?
People choose to come today to do their service or not. They will go out with their friends zooming around Sri Vrindavan Dham, attending parties, enjoying their lives… meanwhile someone has to continue their services, right?
Service is Lord Balarama, Bhakti Devi. Service is a living breathing entity. Service is a Deaty that must be attended to.
Those, who understand the position of the Service, they know, you are never supposed to stop, take a break, do something to enjoy your life.
No! You are the object of the enjoyment, and Krishna Balarama are ENJOYING YOU ENDEAVORING IN YOUR SERVICES FOR THEM!
They absolutely enjoy watching you struggle, sweat, get nervous about your services. They enjoy your struggles.
Those, who don’t like to hassle for Krishna Balarama are the ones zooming around and enjoying Vrindavan. That is an absolutely different Vrindavan they are zooming around. It’s a parallel Vrindavan. 📍Location Vrindavan.
The true Vrindavan Dham doesn’t tolerate ENJOYERS, ENJOYING SPIRITS! 💃❌
‼️Everything in Sri Vrindavan Dham is meant ONLY FOR THE ENJOYMENT OF KRISHNA BALARAMA!
People tell me, how tired they are from constant service, constant deadlines. I answer them,
‼️“THIS IS VRINDAVAN BABY, THIS IS A TRUE VRINDAVAN SPIRIT OF CONSTANT SERVICES, if it doesn’t suit you mood, then Deity Care Department is not a place for you”
Do I take breaks? NO!! I am not allowed to! I don’t want to miss the fun of struggling for Srila Prabhupada.
But there are the days when Srila Prabhupada will push the ⛔️STOP button and my body will collapse. What do I do then??
I post! I stay in bed, rest and I post as much as I can, because on my physically busy days of services I have no time to post. So, when my body and mind are taking a well deserved rest, I am communicating with the devotees on the instagram.
My moto is “work so hard, that Krishna Balarama will have a pleasure to decide, when you can rest”
Let that choice to be THEIRS, and let me have a choice to NEVER STOP SERVING KRISHNA BALARAMA! 🥰💙💛