30/10/2025
Do you know how depressing it feels when your friends are doing so well and you’re just… stagnant, like a log? No movement, no nothing.
Do you know how painful it is to skip status updates and mute your friends because they’re out there living their best lives?
Do you know how teary it gets when you give excuses just to stay home not because you want to, but because you simply can’t afford to show up?
Do you?
How you just think everyone around you is sprinting forward while you are doing it backwards?
And I know how heavy that feels and let me tell you this, it’s okay to feel what you’re feeling. It’s normal.
You’re not a bad person for not wanting to watch their reels or stories.
You’re just human.
They trigger you, and that’s fine. You don’t wish they didn’t have it, no, you just wish you’d also be in a better space. That’s normal.
As Apostle Joshua Selman always says, “As sure as the sun rises every morning, one day the heavens will smile on you too.”
We operate on different seasons and your own will one day come. A season of abundance.
I know it’s not easy. Ni ngumu, at times.
But please… keep showing up.
Show up broke.
Show up sad.
Show up tired.
Show up crawling if you have to.
Just show up.
Because one day…… just one day!
