29/07/2025
Let's recap kyal's 17th journey đŞđâ¤ď¸
Hi everyone, this blog will be a self-reflection + the lessons I learned combo before stepping into 18th.
This little girl called Kyal is born on 30/7/2007. In this year 2025, I will be legally 18. I wanna keep a memory of my life changing year, 17th, which is the most being my ideal self era. So, here's reflection letter to this chapter - which is becoming my ideal self. â¤ď¸
đAcademic
Since I started my homeschooling life since 2022, there were moments I felt lost even I tried so hard. I put all my effort, i felt like I had nothing to show after two years and half. Moreover, I had to face numerous negative words from people who didn't believe me. However I'm smart girl, their doubts made me low.Still, I pushed myself to have a chance the GED classes with scholarships, and I did it. During 10months of my high school life, it wasn't easy but I studied the whole day still 1AM to prove my pathway wasn't wrong. I felt guilty when I do something other than studying. In April, Effort paid off into success. My biggest fear - not completing high school for three years is ended. I'm already found out my next university dream since still in high school. Ready to achieve that too đŠˇ
đ Networking
One of the my desire goals since 16 is to be an active person of volunteering field. This year, I had a big chance to create into reality - I'm a volunteer of 4 different organizations, each with its own unique visions. As new positions of all of those improved me explore what kind of field I'm absolutely passionate. For plus, I connected with new people with diverse backgrounds as networking. I'm truly so proud of myself being a valuable member of my volunteering teams đ
đ Personal Development
This role is mainly theme of my 17th year. I tried so many things for the first time - did risky things, learned life lessons. My besties said "Ohh,you're so hardworking", I replied "Idk why but I can't spend my day without making small improvements. Living in a small town, there's no activity to focus communication skills, public speaking, leadership and more. So I reached out to my online community and did my dedication đ¤
⨠Family
My 17th year with my family was win-win situations. My dad, mum, grandmum, cousins - the whole family treated me like a little one of them. I understand that love isn't spoken out loud, proven through actions. Being a family member of mine, I've big intention to make proud of my family. One funny but precious memory happened one day left to my RLA exam, my brain wasn't braining and I couldn't memorize my ER format well. I cried like a kid in front of the whole family(it was holiday) and they all comforted me. Small moment but it was warm, I felt their gentle words & supportive actions â¤ď¸âđŠš
đŤ Social Circle
One big update this year - my social circle grew more than ever. Being a social butterfly, so I naturally made a lot of connections. Among all of them, there is only small percent I can show my weakness side, I can tell my problems, I can cry on their shoulders. I'm a girl with soft heart, only a few know that well. I really appreciate them and they said I was a supportive friend of them. I really love my internet homies and some reality ones who bring happiness to my 17th year â¤ď¸
Thanks lovely for taking time to my journey. Cheers to what's ahead đŤśđť
