04/12/2019
Moment of vulnerability
"She's one tough cookie"
I would get really happy when people saw me as a tough girl, when people believed i was too busy kicking butt that i wouldn't cry, when i was seen as someone who wouldn't ask for help.
I thought i was "tough"
Turns out i was the weakest in the bunch. I was so afraid of my own emotions rather than dealing with them, I ran away from them.
Sucks to admit it!
Truth: i was a frkn mess, insecure, anxiety, depression, fear and yet everyone saw me as strong??
I remember the first time i asked for help it sorta made me feel ashamed but i was tired of dealing with this on my own. And the anxiety was getting worse and worse too much for me to hide. I got professional help and i thank god every day i did.
My only regret now is not getting it sooner not realizing it was normal to be weak, it was normal to deal with self doubt, self insecurities! That people want to help us!
If you are reading this post i hope you realize we are here to help. And as harsh as it was my own struggle i wouldn't be the coach i am without it. Don't let 2020 be a repetition of your own insecurities, self doubt and anxiety. Invest in yourself and i promise you everything changes ✨
I'm pouring my whole heart in this new program coming January 2020 and i can't wait to help you 💕
You are worth so much and although it might be hard to see it at times you are not alone and I'm here to help you💕
You were born to live a beautiful life don't ever forget that!