05/08/2026
Creature captured..
They tried to domesticate me.
To tame my wild,
That my blood is dirty and that it’s a sin to be erotic
I was told I would be unworthy unless I finished a degree
To be further indoctrinated into their system.
They call me a savage and crazy sc**zo for wanting to live off the land and talk to trees.
Sold the idea of a meta world and neurolink where your consciousness will be connected to the web but I know the truth. I already am for it’s our human nature.
I take off my rubber shoes and put my soles to the roots and I am there in the tree of life.
That I must of gotten stuck on a trip because I can hear the trees whispers
Perhaps you just haven’t attuned yourself to the real web of life. To the mycorrhiza network.
They said to be pretty I must look a certain a way, to inject plastic into myself and cut and dice my flesh.
But I made it out of the programming to know I am beautifully unique as I am, natural and untamed.
I turn 26 in a few days and I reflect of that young wounded girl I once was. So scared, embarrassed, told she was annoying, to act like others, to not be loud, to follow the program. The humiliation rituals and cringe of being different and outspoken. The weird adults that showed me how to take up space and not care of judgement. It’s all medicine.
I didn’t look in the mirror for a year
I felt hideous and unworthy because I believed these lies. Suddenly there was no more running and it was time to strip naked my soul from this societal parasitical madness.
I CAN BREATH AGAIN
I feel sexy in my skin covered in hair
& most beautiful without makeup.
I’m not for sale. Not my psyche not my body not my expression not my soul.
Wake up, learn to lucid dream in the now.
Take ownership of your sovereignty!
Are you who you want to be or a mold of what they told you to be ?
Creature wild-savage-ethereal
Roll around the dirt
Make a mess
Descend into the abyss there’s no monster in the dark, it’s just your traumas and a few tricker spirits. They just need a hug, they will melt away with compassion.
Anoint yourself with your sacred waters
You are holy, you are whole.
Unleash the creature within.
Come out to play