12/11/2025
I held on to the pieces of a dream I didn’t see break, I kept telling my reflection it was only my mistake.
I painted him in colors that he never meant to wear, built a heaven out of moments that were never really there.
I whispered to my myself, “Girl, you’ve got to hold on tight,”
But the truth kept creeping slowly like a shadow in the night.
Every promise felt like poetry he borrowed it from the moon, and I kept dancing in the dark,believing he’d be back soon.
Maybe I was blinded by the way he calls my name, Maybe I confused affection with a heart that never came.
Maybe I was reaching out for someone who was gone, Loving someone who was empty while I tried to carry on.
'Because I thought he loved me ' 🥲
Every smile, every touch, every word felt like a fate I couldn’t see.
I thought he needed me… like the night needs the quiet, like the sky needs the sea.
But love isn’t quiet when it’s real,
But he never really loved me the way I loved him endlessly.
All the nights I stayed awake when the hurt cut way too deep.
He was warm in all my memories, cold in everything he said,
A storm dressed up in sunlight, living rent-free in my head.
I gave him all my patience, gave him silence, gave him space,
Still he treated every sacrifice like it was out of place.
And I kept trying to be enough for a man who couldn’t stay, pouring waterfalls of loyalty on deserts made of clay. I'm just a girl who was in love. But, It Hurts 😔
