19/06/2024
From: Anonymous
Please post this anonymous. No names will be given. I will be reading all comments anonymously. WARNING ⚠️ Sensitive content.
The individual I’ll be talking about is my cousin who was once very close to me.
So he unalived an innocent girl who didn’t deserve to go through what he put her through. It came to a shock to us when we found out. The moment we found out there were words exchanged among the family and we just cut them off. I had anger towards him and wanted to know why he did such act. I had gone behind my parents back moments before cutting them off our lives forever just to call him and say hateful things to him. I knew he should been in jail but he was out on stupid bond that he didn’t deserve but was granted. I called him one morning to release all my anger for his actions. He said all sorts of apologies. Which that didn’t matter to me because he did what he did and that didn’t change the fact that she is no longer with us. That’s when he went hysterically crying saying he sees her everyday. I was so mad that I said “good hope you do for the rest of your life”. He went on crying and crying saying he sees her everywhere when he’s awake and alone and can’t sleep because he dreams of her too. That was the last conversation I had with him.
Now since then till this day I worry so much about her poor soul to the point I cry thinking maybe she’s not at rest because of what that a hole did to her. My parents, siblings and I have been praying for her and her living family from day one that we found out the tragedy of her death. It makes me cry so much because if he said he sees her while being awake and he’s NOT one to have “mental illness” that lead him to do that. Is she still suffering in the afterlife? I need to relax because those words haunt me. I cry and wonder if she understands what happened to her or she’s just lost.
