12/09/2026
Iโve not felt this lowww in a while, and I promise you itโs not a good place to be. Iโm fighting to come out of it in one piece though; fingers crossed ๐ค
I try to trivialize it, but I know deep down it isnโt. Wasnโt sure whether to put this post out or not, cause I usually would not cause Iโm used to holding things down, enduring pain, and fighting my battles on my own; until of course I come out again and catch up with the world like nothing happened. But maybe recording this and getting a little of this burden off my chest my talking to my camera made it lighter in my heart a bit, even though I cut out most parts cause it feels soo cringe ๐
I hope I come back to this soon though and smile from my heart cause it really got better โค๏ธโ๐ฉน till then Iโll try to keep showing up tired, weary, weak, just as I am right now, cause itโs my reality afterall
