12/04/2023
Still, I saw another phase when I moved down to Ondo State for Nysc.
There is no constant light😫, the network isn't too good, and I almost wanted to give up.
I got tired, and everything felt like a mess, I started losing energy, I felt unmotivated, and the funniest part was I started doubting myself, I even told myself my village people were after me🤣
It was until last March that I started calling myself back to order, going back to my journals, reading all the promises I have made to myself, also telling myself if I do not change, nothing will change.
It was at the right time I saw a video from that you build a life you want, and a part from his video where he said “ I don't care what issue you're going through right now, everything in life is neutral to your definition and nothing is anything until you say what it is”
He ended the video with a big question asking “What are you going to do now that will change the rest of your life?”
This question forced me to think, it made me get to work, I started telling myself I have a choice, I can build that life I want and I can decide the kind of outcome I want in my life.
This question made me realize giving up wasn't it for me, and I must find a solution to my problem.
Trust me I haven't figured everything that will change my life completely, but first I used this question as a great reminder as to why I shouldn't be sitting around waiting for help to come, I have to find it myself. And I'm happy to say this question has been an eye-opener for me.
Now to you, what do you do in a situation where you feel nothing is working, you always feel that you are going around in circles & the only thought that comes to you is giving up, what do you do in times like that? Please let me know & also learn🤭
P.s.s. Let me officially say I'm back on this page, ready to serve you better, and I'm ready to do & take things one step at a time till I become stable again.