17/04/2024
MY HUSBAND HAS NEVER MADE LOVE TO ME IN OUR 1 YEAR OF MARRIAGE.
Goodmorning sir, hide and post, I am 27 years old. And I got married to my husband who is 34 last year and it was a marriage I prayed for to happen because I love him.
Dee loves me too and he sacrificed a lot for my happiness when we were dating. He is a church guy, thatโs why I agreed to marry him. We practiced no s*x before marriage. He joined our church and we met and liked each other. Our pastor blessed the marriage. On the night of our wedding, I was all ready for my husband to touch him. He told me to relax. I went to bed with my phone trying to reply to messages as I waited for him. As I was pressing my phone, I heard my husband moaning like one who was making out. He was sitting on the couch watching a movie on his laptop. I looked in his direction so I could know what was happening. I found out my husband was ma********ng. I went closer to his position and he was watching p**n, gay p**n.
I was shocked but I didnโt make him feel like it was bad. I jokingly told him that he should focus on me but he rejected my advances and that felt like the beginning of the end for our marriage. After 3 weeks in I asked him what the problem is, my husband said he enjoys watching p**n more than making love to a woman. I asked him why he married me and he said โSo the world wonโt question his s*xuality.โ My husband opened up to me that he has never made love to any woman in his life and he would rather be with a man but was too afraid to make that move so he reverts to p**n instead.
I became speechless and weak. One day, he went out and bought me toys to use on myself whenever I needed someone inside me, or I could go outside and get to from one particular guy. He promised to pay me a huge monthly allowance which he has begun in exchange for my silence or if I defy him he will ruin me and my family.
The thing is because Dee is very wealthy he took care of not only me during courtship by my entire family.