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16/05/2025
FOUR FLAMES, ONE FIRE [🔥 Part 1]
How do you define Faith? Well, let’s get this straight — after my secondary school education, I stayed home, secured a temporary job working in a Café and didn’t write jamb.
I never knew what writing jamb exams felt like, but I was always overwhelmed whenever I realized that I would be going alone to write, not in the company of friends and classmates.
As we grow older, we tend to take more responsibility for our lives.
When the period for jamb exams came, it felt like the whole world was talking against my strength; “Jamb na luck” “If you don dey house for more than a year, e go hard to remember wetin you know for school that year o” blaa blaa blaa.
It's one thing to listen to the words which people often use on us, trying to disrupt the independent will to make choices as a human being and another thing to stand firm in what you truly believe in.
“ I’m going to write the jamb exams, score more than my cut off mark and gain admission when it’s time to go to the tertiary institution. No time is late” I constantly told people who use those words on me.
St. Paul said, Faith is backed up with actions and he wasn’t stupid for saying that. I didn’t end up with words of affirmation without burning the candles rightly.
There were times I was scared and thought I would fail, but I had made a choice and kept my promise always ringing in my ears.
“Who would you even run to, when you fail?” I asked myself.
I was looked upon like a fool and I guess many mocked me from behind. It was going to be hard for anyone who has stayed out of the four walls of a secondary school for two years, to make it in jamb.
What many failed to understand — graduating from secondary school for as many years as you think is not the same thing as studying your books, after that graduation. If you leave the book, it would leave you. Funny truth.
I knew what I was doing and I was praying; my friends never stopped encouraging me as some of them too were also reading for the exams.
My results amazed many– as I had always affirmed, I scored more than the cut off mark for my course and yes, when it was time for the admission, I was given without delay. I and my three friends, beat the score for our various courses and it was a good thing. Sadly and unfortunately to humans, but maybe fortunately to God, because he doesn’t work with our own time and seasons, they weren’t given admission.
Words actually have power or should I say the tongue.
Months before, I was sitting in a provision store, trying to buy the beverages and Foodstuffs my household would be needing before the week runs out; a woman walked into the shop, wailing loudly as her voice could permit.
“Mummy Iyabo, Papa Johnny don peme oo” She screamed in pidgin, emphasizing on the word “Peme”
“Ah! Which of the Papa Johnny?” mummy Iyabo who was supposed to be calculating my bills, stood up from the church she was sitting in confusion.
“Johny, the street cultist na, him parle” she explained again.
“Ah-ah, na yesterday evening him con buy bread na. Which one be say this morning, him don perf?” mummy Iyabo asked in complete shock.
“Them say him wake up, start to vomit blood, person wey never brush teeth o. Na so ihn wife say make them carry am go hospital, Papa Johnny begin dey shout say ihn no go make am to the hospital o, say ihn go die oo, make them treat am for house there o. Before them go reach hospital, this man don die o. Shey this one na attack abi poison? The woman asked.
I was in shock; it’s funny how people use their own mouth to condemn themselves. Because why would a man wake up vomiting blood and came to a conclusion that he would die before they reach where he would be treated?
I was still thinking about this when mummy Iyabo rushed out with the lady, screaming behind her “My pickin, look shop for me, I de come”
Just maybe if he had a little faith, then he’d be alive.
Four flames, one fire… To be continued.🔥