22/10/2025
it has been six years since I spoke with my father. The reason goes back to August 2019. That evening, I came home to find my sisters outside, crying, because my father was fíğhting my mother in the house. Without a second thought, I rushed inside to separate them. In the heat of the moment, my father threw my mother and ïñjured her arm.
I felt hurt and angřý, and without thinking, I picked a cane from outside and şțruck my father. I never imagined it would turn serious, but he fell down and had to be rescued by neighbors and rushed to hospital. At the same time, I took my mother to get medical attention, unaware that my father's condition was critical.
Barely an hour later, my cousin came rushing to tell me to run for my life—he said villagers were coming after me, believing I had ķìļłed my father. At first, I thought he was joking until one of my aunts came çřŷing and begging me to escape. I fled and kept away from home. News spread that my father had been hospitalized and that I was to blame.
After his recovery, my father swore never to see me again or even hear about me. In his words, I was already ďeaď to him.
Today, my mother is unwell. I have tried reaching out to my father many times to apologize, but all my attempts have failed. I have used my uncles, family friends, and even his close companions, but still no breakthrough.
In 2020, I moved to the city to rebuild my life. I later married, but we have been unable to get children. We have löşť three pregnancies. What pains me most is that one day, after returning from hospital, my father mentioned that he cursed me never to see a child. I do not know if what he said is haunting me, but sometimes it feels like it.
Even my younger brothers now hate me terribly. The one sister I used to talk to has blocked me and cut all communication. I feel abandoned, isolated, and broken.
I do not know how to find forgiveness from my father.
Please i need you people advice If there is a way you can help me make peace
