21/12/2024
2022 end to mid 2024. Listen up. Trust me when I tell you, I felt like a walking dead.
My health took a nose dive. Forced me to go slow, forced me to retract and re-evaluate what mattered.
I no longer had the energy I used to. Always weak and tired even when I wasn't doing anything. I ran some tests, results came, and 75% wasn't looking good.
Moderately bulit as I considered myself. My cholesterol was over the roof. My heart was going Gaga and by mid to end 2023..... I knew what was wrong.
Confided in a few and started making changes.
Let me tell you something...... see that pettiness, Envy, hatred, jealousy, strive you carry about me without knowing me..... suddenly..... it all don't matter when you are daily fighting to stay alive.
When I tell you. God has been good. I MEAN IT.
When I was spending 65k 2x a month on a specific drug. You think, in that moment, your pettiness mattered or my life mattered.
I tell you again and again. When all hope was lost. The restorer and giver of life showed up for me.
He is not done with me yet. But I am grateful to see each day and could care less if I posted daily, gained, or lost a follower, made sale nor showed up for the grams.
God is good.
Thanks to everyone who left a comment. And Mega thanks to for 3a.m prayer. It's good to serve the master of the UNIVERSE. THE OWNER & GIVER OF LIFE. Thanks for your advice from 1½ years back.
