24/06/2025
To my little self
When you look at my outer shell, you can see a muscular Viking that seems to shape the world to his wishes.
What is far more difficult to see is the complex inside, which holds a highly sensitive soul.
A soul that fears to speak his truth because of what others might think.
A soul that is afraid of confrontation because it might end up in separation.
A soul that yearns to be loved by others because he finds it so difficult to truly love himself.
A soul that can criticize himself like no other would be able to.
A soul that tends to get so stuck in his mind that he paralyzes and stops moving forwards.
I became highly aware of this during a hectic breakup 10 years ago.
It has spiraled into a journey of healing, development, peeling away unnecessary layers, and understanding my self.
In this process I have become courageous. Iโve learned to follow my fear and overcome it.
Patterns, however, are deeply ingrained and emerge from the unconscious unexpectedly.
I canโt say Iโm healed and I realize I never truly will.
My path of trying to better or change myself is slowly turning into embracing and accepting myself.
Embracing that little boy, who wants to do โgoodโ and be seen so badly.
Aho โค๏ธ
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