23/11/2025
I’ve had my kids with me more this past week than in the last six months, and it made me genuinely happy. It also reminded me why I eased off the gas right before they came. My output was sky high again, long days, full focus, switching between disciplines at a pace that isn’t meant to be permanent.
Someone even said: “You’re going hard again, aren’t you.” They weren’t wrong. I can sometimes create something in a couple of days that would normally require a full team, a real budget and a few weeks. It demands a lot cognitively, simply because I’m doing ninety-nine out of a hundred things myself.
I’m also not in the financial position yet to bring in external leads, so for now it’s just me. That’s the reality. That said, I wanted to rebuild almost everything myself in this revamp anyway, so that when people eventually come on board, I’m not guessing. I know what I’m talking about, and I know where the bar needs to be.
I know my framework can look abstract from the outside. Mood Rhythm Choice™, the formula, the structured abstract art… for some it looks unusual, for others it makes complete sense. It’s built from first principles… IYKYK
This week I shifted things deliberately. Barely trained, slept more, went to bed earlier, kept my energy steady instead of pushing. It worked. I feel sharper again, calmer, more stable.
You can talk about Go and Eazy, but you shouldn’t forget to actually switch modes yourself once in a while too.
Eazy Evening (for real lol) ✌️