29/11/2025
My heart has finally accepted that my sister(Adanne’m )is gone but the truth is that I’m still shattered.😭💔
Nothing prepared me for this kind of loss, not even the pain of losing my parents.
I keep asking myself why we are here, what is the purpose of creation?
She fought with everything in her, and if strength alone could defeat death, she would have conquered it a thousand times. But the maker had the final say. Maybe it was her time… yet she left us broken in ways I can’t explain.
It’s been weeks, and I try to smile, but inside my heart remains pierced with sorrow.
Sometimes I drift away,,,,, lost in thoughts because her memories come like flashes with sharp, overwhelming pain and my chest tightens. Nne’m you left too soon. You were supposed to come visit me next year… we talked about it and you reassured me… so what will I do now??? 😭
If it were possible to travel to the land of the dead, I would be on my way to bring her back.
My mother… Adanne’m… Chyioma… you know how deeply I love you.
Forgive me for being powerless.
It is well.
💔