Ruz Journals

21/05/2026

Saza’s fun spring experience💦

20/05/2026

At this age, I can still remember the time my mama and papa brought us to the beach for a swim. Back then, we don’t even have enough food to share. Most of the time my parents are fighting😅but that day was different. They agreed to cook bananas and brought us to the beach. I can still remember how excited we were running, laughing and splashing water 💦 to each other. Though it happened long time ago, the sound of the big wave, the faces of my siblings and the smiles of my parents are still in my memory fresh and treasured. If I am to be asked what was my happiest moment with them, that was it. Our unforgettable and rare moment by the beach and my heart still feels sooooo full. I have a family.✨♥️

That is why when I had the chance, I brought my siblings to places, bond and talk and laugh a lot with them because I know that those moments of ours will be cherished forever.

Now is my chance to give my children the same memories to keep and I am just grateful and proud of us (me and Paps )because we make time, effort and pour our hearts into making our children feel loved and soon have their own stories to share.

20/05/2026

It’s almost winter here now in New Zealand and I remember the last time we visited a garden was winter time so there wasn’t much to see. Now is better because we were able to see colors around and to be here is free.

19/05/2026

It’s 11 months of love and joy Anak.

My baby Saza,

You changed our lives and made us stronger. I am just soooo happy to celebrate each moment with you and kuya.
We will running soon and Mama will be faster to chase you and play with you.

With lot’s of kisses 😘,
Mama🌸♥️

18/05/2026

Now I can finally say thatI am in the right workplace, with the right people, right pay and amazing perks.

Ganahan ta samot mu trabaho ug ma treat nato atong pamilya. Work life balance is true in New Zealand. You just need to be in the right company.

18/05/2026

To all the moments like this, I am just soooooo grateful grateful.

16/05/2026

I am so inlove ♥️ with our current life here in New Zealand. 🇳🇿 The work life balance is true and is worth it.

But after all, it depends on how we choose to live our lives really. Now I can say that I am genuinely mindful. I am feeling the fresh air, the warmth of the sun on my skin, the sound of birds 🦢early morning, and the lovely noise my children make. What a privilege to be living in this house in a beautiful country with my small happy family. This time I know that I am not just living but I am fully present.

15/05/2026

The goal♥️🍂💵👶🏼

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