13/07/2026
To my Facebook family,
I have decided to take a long break from social media.
This wasn't an easy decision, but I finally realized that I can't continue inspiring people when I, myself, am no longer okay. I have so many personal battles to face, so many things to fix, and right now, I need to focus on my mental health.
For the past eight years, life has been a constant battle. I've struggled financially, emotionally, mentally, and physically. There were days when I pushed myself beyond my limits just to keep everything together. I worked until my body was exhausted, carried responsibilities that felt too heavy, and silently fought battles that no one knew about.
When I created this page, my dream was simple. I wanted to document my journey, believing that one day I would be able to look back and tell the story of how I overcame every hardship. I never imagined that so many people would support me and become part of that journey. Because of you, this page became more than just content..it became a family.
But the truth is...
My story isn't finished yet.
I'm still in the middle of the hardest chapter of my life.
I've shared so many beautiful places, unforgettable memories, and happy moments with all of you. But behind every smile on camera were struggles that I chose to keep private. There were nights filled with worries, tears, fear, and exhaustion. There were days when I didn't know how I would keep going, but I still showed up because I wanted this page to be a place of hope.
Somewhere along the way, I lost my confidence.
I slowly stopped seeing the good in myself. Even though I tried my best to become a better person every single day, there were moments when I started believing the negative words I heard. Little by little, my confidence was broken until I no longer recognized the person I had become.
I reached a point where I questioned my worth, my purpose, and whether I was still capable of inspiring anyone..
And that's when I realized...
I need to stop pretending that I'm okay.
Not because I've been fake, but because I have been trying so hard to stay strong while silently falling apart. I don't want to keep creating content just to make it look like everything is fine when, deep inside, I'm struggling.
So today, I choose to give myself the time and space to breathe, to rest, to rebuild my confidence, and to face the battles that I need to overcome away from social media.
Please don't worry about me.
This is not goodbye.
This is only a pause.
I believe that every difficult season has a purpose, and I believe God is still writing my story. Maybe this chapter is about becoming stronger before I can continue the journey He has prepared for me.
To everyone who has stayed with me from the very beginning, thank you for believing in me even when I struggled to believe in myself.
I will come back.
And when I do, I know I'll have a new story to tell..not because life became easy, but because I chose to face it, learn from it, and grow through it.
I hope that when I return, I'll be able to share a journey that is even more genuine, more meaningful, and more inspiring than ever before.
Until then, thank you for walking this journey with me.
I will miss you all so much.
May God bless each and every one of you.
With all my love,
Vivi In Holyland 🦋.
