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21/07/2025

21/07/2025

“i though you love me?” i said to my boyfriend jay, while my eyes is watering

“i do love you!” he uttered

I laughed bitterly “but you let me suffer alone, you let me overthink in our situation, you don't care about my feelings because you kept ignoring me when we have an argument.”

“reese...”

“you're always like this! instead of fixing thing, you always go to your friend and make me feel that i am no longer important to you, that your friend is more important...” I said while sobbing

Yumuko lang sya at hindi kumibo

“i always asking my self, do i deserve this kind of treatment? Am I not enough?” I wiped my tears, “or maybe, ganito ka lang talagang mag mahal? Ganito mo lang pinapakita yung pagmamahal mo sa isang tao? Kasi jay, kung oo? Tangina, ang sakit mo naman palang mag mahal at mahalin!”

Hindi pa rin sya nag sasalita at tumingin lang sa akin habang umiiyak

“alam mo ba? palagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na baka babalik kapa sa dati, kasi hindi na ikaw yung jay na nakilala ko at minahal ko, hindi na ikaw si jay na pinapahalagahan ako. You know what, jay? You are my greatest love, but you are also my greatest pain...”

“i'm sorry if you feel like you are not important, I'm sorry, reese....but i do love you, i love you so much” he hold my hand

“ngayon ko lang na realized na sobra pala akong nag papakatanga sayo. Sorry ha, if I'm asking to much for your attention” patuloy parin sa pagpatak ang mga luha ko “ikaw yung taong nag bigay ng saya at ligaya sa buhay ko, pero ikaw rin yung taong nag bigay ng sakit sa puso ko...”

“ang sarap mong mahalin, jay, pero at the same time ang sakit sakit....hindi kona kaya, masyadong nasasaktan na yung puso ko. Let's end this...”

“reese, no, I'm sorry.... mag babago na ako, pangako...”

“binigyan kita ng ilang pagkakataon para mag bago, pero hindi mo ginawa. Hindi kona kaya, ayoko na...”

I walk away from him. I love you, jay. Pero hindi kona kayang manatili pa sa'yo, kasi sobrang sakit monang mahalin.

Sa ngayon, sarili ko naman na ang pipiliin ko.

Written by: Candleflics || open for criticism

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