28/06/2026
It’s been almost 3 weeks of struggle and holding on…. Days of pretending I’m okay even others noticed I’m not. Days of keeping myself intact because my job requires me to be strong, to smile, to comfort and to assist patients and parents… Everyday holding on so tears won’t fall. And everytime I get into my car, they start falling…
Today is supposed to be another weekend to meet the person I love. But it’s over. Instead of taking that flight, I drove to this quiet place to process my thoughts and my feelings.
To my family, colleagues and friends who knew what I’ve been through, thank you for your kind words and for your understanding. I know I’ve been quiet lately… not the person you knew who laughs, who’s happy, in love, and who talks a lot. I just tried to focus to make my job right while I’m dealing with my heartbreak. God is always there, guiding me to keep me focused.
To my family, I promised I’ll be okay and I’ll take care of myself while I am somewhere. Thank you for your support and for trusting me.
Let me just embrace this pain for 3 full days and 2 full nights… I promised myself I will try to get back on my feet again when I get back to the city…
Family, friends, and colleagues….. thank you. I am asking you a favor… let’s not talk about this anymore when I go back to the city.