Midnight Thoughts

24/11/2023

You’re the chapter I want to read again and again, even if it means reliving the ache.

16/11/2023

Mood:

- Burning 🎬

10/11/2023

I am no longer forcing people to stay with me. I realize it's better to keep it that way. I think we all just grow apart for certain reasons. But it doesn't mean I will stop cheering for you, and that path you choose to go.

So keep going. The road may be different ahead but that's how it should be. I learn to make peace with that fact. After all, you only have yourself, and that might be so cliche to say. But go after what makes your heart full, and what makes your inner child heal.

Choosing to be yourself is not at all selfishness. If going alone, or chasing something makes you happy, then I hope you also keep that.

08/11/2023

“You never know what someone is going through, be kind, always.”

08/11/2023

I hope love still exists!

~I hope you find someone who will understand that you are not perfect but will never make you feel not enough.

~I hope you find someone who will understand your past traumas and give you constant reassurance that you're now trusting the right person.

~I hope you find a kind-hearted person. Someone who will speak kind words to you and will always respect you no matter what the situation is.

~I hope you find someone who knows exactly how to treat you right. Someone who will love you genuinely and will care for you like he's afraid to lose you.

~I hope you find a love that allows you to be happy and to be at peace because you deserve it after how many times of settling for less than what you deserve.

~I hope you find someone who can love you selflessly because not every one can love that way. Not every one is willing to sacrifice everything he has just to see you happy and not every one is willing to love you with everything he has.

~And most importantly, I hope you find someone who will never give up on you and will never treat you poorly.
🙏👏
Class dismissed 🥂

06/11/2023

🥺

06/11/2023

“Kumusta ka?"

“Mabuti naman, ikaw?”

“Magkwento ka naman, gusto kong malaman kung ano naging araw mo”

Alam kong may mga panahon kang malungkot, mayroon ding pagod at abala. Ngunit hindi man kita masamahan sa sandaling niyayapos ka nila, gusto ko lang malaman mong may palaging naghihintay sa iyo at sa mga kuwento mong dala.

Dahil kapag sinabi kong “Kumusta ka?” ang ibig ko ring sabihin sa iyo ay “Kuwento ka naman, nami-miss na kita”

Larawan | kuha mula sa Pinterest

06/11/2023

06/11/2023

I promised myself that I would be alright after I walked away from a situation that I did not deserve. I promised myself that I would be happy again after I walked away from someone who keeps hurting me. But what I didn't know was that love can conquer anything. Even against the deepest pain and sadness in my heart, love always wins. I never knew that I could love like this— selfless and infinite. I have been loving someone who doesn't even realize how worthy I am to be loved. I kept loving him even after I left. I thought I would be free from pain the moment I turned my back on someone who couldn't value me. But my heart cries every second, knowing that even if I try to run away, I will always look back and love him, even from afar.

Art: lulilines

05/11/2023

Napagtanto kong araw lamang pala ang nababago, hindi itong nararamdaman ko...

31/10/2023

a love language.

30/10/2023

It's a different kind of pain when you're heart cries but your eyes don't.

30/10/2023

//May You Find Peace//

To the hearts that are suffering in silence, to the eyes that have shed the most tears, to the souls that are tired of aching, may you find peace. To the girl who is hopeless, to the boy who is broken, may you find peace amidst this pain. May you find what sparkles your soul. I know you are tired of hearing that time will make things better and that things will eventually fall into pieces. I know you are tired of disappointments and countless heartaches. I am sorry you had to learn a lot from pain and agony. I am sorry you had to learn about happiness from grief and despair, but I hope you promise yourself that you won't give up. I hope you'll promise yourself that you'll always work on yourself. I hope you know that life isn't a smooth road. But above all that, I am proud of you for surviving. I am proud of you. Remember, one day this endless pain will fade and you will smile again. May you learn to give your heart time, to go easy on yourself. You must know, you’re enough, even when people make you feel at little and more empty. I'll always be here to remind you that you’re going to be okay, if not tomorrow then someday, sooner!

26/10/2023

Yung maganda madami yan pero yung babaeng tanggap ka kahit ano ka pa, sasamahan ka sa hirap at ginhawa at kontento kung ano ang kaya mong ibigay, konti nalang yan kaya pahalagahan mo kung hawak mo na.

24/10/2023

“You will never understand until it happens to you.”

24/10/2023

Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing love for myself. I feel so insecure and I start hating my flaws. I feel like I'm not enough. I just can't adore myself. It seems like I couldn't see my own worth. There are times where I just hate looking myself in the mirror. And sometimes, I cry for the fact that I couldn't change myself. I want to be someone else. I want to be like the others who confidently accept and love their self. I just can't find reasons to love myself right now. I feel like a failure, I feel like I am so worthless, and I feel like I am not someone who is worthy to be loved.

There are times where I question my worth and hate myself a lot. The truth is, I don't know how to love myself. I'm having a hard time accepting that I am not always good enough. That sometimes, I fail, I break, and I disappoint too many people. I find it really hard to love myself. Maybe someday I'll regret it, and maybe that day, I'll finally realize how much I deserve to be loved by myself.