20/07/2025
๐ผ๐ฃ ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง, ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐ ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐๐ช๐จ๐๐-๐๐ฃ-๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ ๐โ๏ธ
Some people might ask me, what do I do for a living?
Just to play with your mind and to make the conversation longer, Iโd tell you I work all the time, sleep is my only rest. I donโt have a time in, but itโs really hard to get a time out. I earn so much on lucky days, but sometimes, I donโt earn anything, just applause and advice. A degree holder, but a bit misaligned on the course she took and what she actually does. I live by the beauty of spontaneity, but think about at night,how my life would be in the next coming years, if I stay on this era of mine.
Cutting the story short, I am a freelance artist. An event host, beauty queen who gets paid from her appearances, a social media manager and technically, a supervising work that I really love. I would fit each and every event in between work days and client calls. Itโs a blessing that someone trusts in my ability to do so much, but ๐๐ฉโ๐จ ๐๐ก๐จ๐ค ๐๐ช๐ง๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ก ๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ ๐๐ฃ๐, your body craves for constant wanting to work so you can earn more, and more and more.
Maybe, itโs because of my dream? or maybe because the society has placed upon us the idea that at this age, you are responsible for your own life ( ofc! ) โฆ. and the people around you ( maybe? ) and if you donโt get your life together by nowโฆ youโll be left behind.
Tbh, Idk where this post is going, just like the direction of my lifeโฆ for now ๐ but I do know that I have big dreams for me and my family, that I canโt die not having the life I want, and that I am going to work so hard, until my body and mind stops craving for success, because finally, I have it. I thank God for the life I have now, somebody wishes for this, but I know he knows my heartโs desire and that his Will, will be done. And in time, all this will be fruitful.
To my fellow confused-in-life, Gen Z, how are you? I hope youโre doing okay!!! Itโs fine if you havenโt figured out life yet, I know youโre pressured, just like me, buuuuut, take it easy. Itโll come, work hard , rest well & live life. We wonโt be this young again๐ฅฐ okay? okay.
xoxo, nette :)))
