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01/09/2025

malipay na yana ito mga abangers kay suspended nalat an klasi.

31/08/2025

tapos nakit san salt air, pukawa nala ak when September ends.

29/08/2025

"BETRAYAL"

We've been together for 3 years and 3 months in a rs but now is the end of everything. I know this could not be forever because we are part of LGBT but I guess this is for good. We know that a woman may stay with us for a while, but in the end, she still chooses another man. I'm not trying to be bitter, but this is the reality of life. It’s painful to think about, but we have to accept it.

For 3 years and 3 months, we were happy, we enjoyed our time together, and we went through a lot but we chose each other. Then one day I never expected their friends started teasing them with my friend actually. It’s painful to think about, but for me, it was literally a betrayal.

But you know what's the most painful? It’s when the person you’re being replaced with is your own friend. I’m not even mad at him, but I feel betrayed by them especially because it all happened behind my back. It's hurt a lot for me but we don't have any choice but to accept the reality.

_UNIVERSE
*contractor

28/07/2025

“UNSEEN AND LEFT BEHIND”

Ever since I was a child until now, I’ve never had a best friend or a permanent circle of friends. I don’t understand why I seem to be deprived of genuine companionship. I do everything I tried to be a good friend, I’m a kind and caring friend but in the end of the day no one choose me.

Sometimes I ask myself why life feels so unfair with me. And if ever I do get chosen, it’s only because their fav group of friends couldn’t come to them. I’m always the last choice. I don’t know what's wrong on me. I have no idea what's wrong with me. I have no idea why people consistently make me feel this way. There are moments when I can no longer bear the burden of what I'm going through.

Not even one person truly understands what I feel. Not even in my own family, no one ever asks how I’m doing, even when I’m already so mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted. Being the middle child is incredibly difficult. You feel overburdened by everything around you and bear a heavy burden.

When you do something right nobody even notices, when you do something wrong everyone sees it. I'm at a loss for what to do. All of this is getting to be too much for me. I do my best but I guess, for them, my best has never been enough.

Behind my smile in the camera, in person or in every day is the complete opposite of a heavy pain that no one sees.

_tabs
*UNIVERSE

26/07/2025

“I’M STILL ROOTING FOR YOU, FROM AFAR. I HOPE YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.”

ako ba may mali or mali dahil mas pinili ko ikaw sa tanan bisan sa panahon kakure isabay tanan, an work, family problems, pag aram but i really makes sure i always be here for you kase ikaw ak first boyfriend but really disappointed my decision all my efforts didn't deserve you:)

I just want to say — maraming, maraming salamat sa lahat.

Thank you for everything
Thank you for the calls, the chats, the time you spent talking to me when I was at my lowest. Thank you because I felt safe just by hearing your voice. Meeting you felt familiar, like something I already knew something warm. It was nostalgic.

But today, I just want you to know — this is the very last time I’ll be giving you a letter.

Not because I’m mad, not because I want to hurt you. But because deep down, I feel like we can’t connect anymore. I feel like I’ve become a distraction to you. The past month felt different — distant. You’re not the same anymore. You’re not consistent.

Sometimes you’d show up, then disappear again — a week, sometimes a whole month without a word. And on my end, I tried to understand. I know you're busy.
That’s why I kept messaging you, so you'd still feel my presence and support.

But after months of it being one-sided, I started to feel foolish.
Foolish for still hoping you'd come back. Foolish for thinking we’d go back to how it was.

If you ever read this — please know, I’m not angry at you. I just needed to let this out. Because from now on, I won’t be the one reaching out anymore. No more messages. No more checking in. Not because I’ve stopped caring — but because I need to choose myself this time.

I hope this brings peace to both of us. And I just want to say again, thank you. Thank you for passing through my life — even just for a while.

I’m still rooting for you, from afar.
I hope you take care of yourself.
And wherever life takes you next, I hope it’s kind.

goodbye!

sulat mula sa isang studyante noon walang alam ngunit sa hindi inaasahan ito'y natoto growing up a lot people in senior high uep palage ako benubully then minamaliit but right hindi na muli mag papabully kahit kanino man.

muli maraming

_Maria
*Catarman

23/07/2025

“AK ASAWA NA WARA LA KAMI KANYA”

Hello admin and readers karuyag ko la mag aru advice lalo na sa mga mahusay an kasing kasing na wra pang jujudge.

Karuyag kula ig gawas an ako hinanakit saak dughan kay ade ak sini na part na kakuri pa mas makuri pa sa makuri na iskwela paak sa UEP taga CBA ak actually dapat 4th year na ako pero tinuko ak dahil san nag asawa ak bali 3rd year naak yana, ade laak sine na part nasusul'an kay yana burod ak 7 months naak tiyan, malipayon ako siton na part kay yaon naak baby pero an ako talaga nadudumotan kay parang wara ak asawa nana supporta saak bisan ade man siya saak nakakaupod ko siya parang ako nala pirme an nag aatubang sa tanan na problema pag gin kakaisturya ko siya parang dire siya handa mamati halos gin kakasturya ko siya kada adlaw kada gab-e san dapat himuon saam pag upod, pero parang useless la kanya, parang wara ak na iimod sa kanya na mahalaga kami sa kanya bilang maging pamilya niya

sa totoo la na iintindihan kuman siya always ko siya na iintindihan pero pag abot saak, parang dire ak niya maintindihan totoo talaga an gin susugad naan burod naan mag iintindi dire na an burod an iintindihon bisan ngane ak burod yana pag karuyag niya pinag bibigyan ko siya sa kanya karuyag na maki pag $*× kay nalalangut pag dire pinagbibigyan, pero an masuol saak talaga ito pamamagawan ka niya halos ikadurog na saak dughan ikalugmok kuna tapos ma iimod ko sa kanya account yaon mga pinan follow na girl nakaka insecure kay dahil sugad naak sine iba naan shape saak body dire naak pareho san dati na yaon ak igbubugga ig rarampa yaon ak ig hahambog

minsan nakakaisip nala ak na bulagan ko nala kaya ini pero subra ko siya kamahal subra ko siya higugmaon " mas pa saak pamilya ak pag higugma kanya mali ak kandila nagin tutunaw hinay² stress naak ura² malala pa kay buntis ak kadamo saak nababatian na mga words sa kanya na mag suol gin didib kula tanan HUHUHU, grabe admin and readers tagi man ak niyo Advice.

Naki Ggamit laak account kay wara ak selpon

_Celia
*Catarman
*21

22/07/2025

"WE DREAMT TOO FAR, NOW WE’RE STRANGERS"

Enrollment season na naman. And just like clockwork, minumulto na naman ako ng mga desisyong hindi ko pinili — kahit ako dapat ang pumili. And I know... maybe siya rin.

I came from a family that had the privilege of giving me options. I was lucky enough to be supported—financially, emotionally, and logistically—to pursue whatever academic path I wanted. And I had a plan. A solid one.

I was supposed to take this one college program I’ve long dreamed of. Everything was ready. I had my requirements, my placement, and even my living arrangements figured out. All that was left was to go. To start this new journey. The kind of life where I’d grow not just as a student, but as a person.

But I told him about it.
And he said something I’ll never forget: “Hindi ko yata kaya ang long-distance… baka lumamig lang tayo.” That single sentence changed everything.

Quietly, I gave it up. I told him I’d stay. I said it with a smile, masking the silent heartbreak behind my decision. I convinced myself it was love—na dapat marunong tayong mag-adjust, magbigay, mag-sakripisyo.

So I stayed. I enrolled in a different program, not really aligned with what I originally envisioned for myself, but one that kept me close. One that kept us intact.

Then came his turn to choose. He had two options. One was something he had already started—familiar and solid. The other was a last-minute slot offered unexpectedly. He asked for my thoughts, and I gave it to him, honestly. I told him where I thought he would shine. Where I felt he would belong.

He chose it. He chose the one I supported. And now that we're no longer together, suddenly I became the villain in his story.

He said it was all my fault.
He said I pushed him into a decision that made him miserable. He said he’s suffering now because of me. And the worst part?
I believed him.

I started apologizing—thinking maybe I did ruin his college life. That maybe my opinion had too much weight. That maybe I overstepped. I began to carry guilt that wasn’t even mine to carry.

But here's the truth I’ve been silently holding: I also gave something up.
I also made a final leap.

I just didn’t broadcast it. I didn’t throw it in his face. I didn’t make him feel like he owed me something.

He doesn't know I once had a dream that never got the chance to breathe—because I chose to stay.
Because I chose him.

He may not have liked where he ended up, but he had the final say.
And while he blames me for a choice he made, I remained silent about the one I never got to make.

That was my final leap. A leap I made with no expectations. No complaints. No regrets, just... heartbreak.

Because love, as I thought, was about sacrifice. But love should never ask you to dim your own light just to keep someone else from feeling cold.

And maybe the saddest part of all is this: I still don’t blame him.
This post doesn’t mean I’m trying to.
I still care for that person deeply. I saw the version of himself that no one else did.

But my self-respect is much higher now than the love I once had for him.
And I owe it to myself to stop romanticizing silence. Because being quiet doesn’t mean I was never hurt.

It just means I chose peace.

_softshaskin
*Canada

22/07/2025

"THE COURSE I WANT VS. FINANCIAL PROBLEM"

Hi admin, please hide my identity.

I’m currently a first-year student, but I don’t know if I can still transfer to another school to continue the course I’ve already started. If I were to think only of myself, maybe I could still study in uepmain. But I always think of my siblings—especially now that the three of us are already in college, and my older brother has an OJT this academic year.

I’m having a hard time deciding what path I should really take. I feel haunted by the course I love, but at the same time, I’m troubled by our financial problems.

As difficult as it is, maybe I need to let go of my course. I can no longer bear seeing my parents drowning in so much debt. I don’t know what to do anymore—if I should still continue or just shift to another course and stay where I am, instead of transferring.

_eng²
*UNIVERSE
>0

22/07/2025

“ MA' HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOUR WORDS AFFECT ME”

Hi Admin please hide my identity i just want to share my hurtful relationship with my own mother then ruyag ko la liwat maaraman an comments sa iba.

1st of all please bare with me if masyadong madrama ak igshashare na story pero sa ungod im in so much pain right now diko aram kung bakit ganito to.. Maraot siguro sugaron but i really really hate my mother she makes me feel hurt almost everyday through her words that affect me mentally and physically.

So since then deri ko na aram nanu kay sugad sini an pagtrato ni mama saak. I think all the negative words that a mother should say to her daughter is nasugad na nya saak "wara ka pulos", " wara ka mahihingadtuan", "wara ka gamit saak", "diri ka maasahan pagdako mo" and the worst part is halos lahat ng bad words nasabi na niya saak d*m*nyo ka, p*ste ka, g*bubulag ka, h*yop ka, and many more.

And one day i opened her acc on facebook then ak mga nabasa an grabe nagpaluya saak kung sino sino knya gnchachat mga kapitbahay namun and especially ak mga Tita, sirang sira ak image kay kung nanu nanu kan mama gnsusugad like "itun siya karaot sa batasan naato la saak" "nagsisi ak na naging anak ko siya" "wara itun siya mahihingadtuan pustahanay pa kt" s**t after i read all those messages my heart broke into pieces until now yaun ak mga screenshots situn na mga convo but swerte ak nga akon mga Tita is pinaglaban ak kasi sa ungod la mas nafeel ko pa an love saak mga Tita kesa saak mama. Bakit kaya ak mga kamag anak mga Tita Tito, si Papa, ak mga Cousins, sira Lola & Nanay then ak mga kasangkayan maupay a pag imod saak pero ak sarili nga mama diri? I keep questioning myself nanu baak gnhimo para ma experience ko a sugad sini nga treatment saak sarili nga mama.

And this is the worst part of me being her daughter, so in behalf of my mama ako na mag aaro sorry sa tanan na member sa LGBTQ if someone got offended of this story. So im part of the LGBTQ Mem. ako si B sa mga letrang yan, i have a partner since 1st year collage until now that I'm a fresh graduate and we've been together for 4yrs. My parents is not okay with this, but my papa never ever gnjudge ak pero si mama? grabe diko tanggap an suol nga nakarawat ko sa knya. Gnhusgahan ak niya and then my partner, nagkayaun laak partner na kapwa ko babaye an tawag na niya saak is ORAGON nga KARAOT KUN IMURON nga PADAYAW kuno ini.

grabe ak dughan durog na durog habang pautro utro nya sugarun itun saak halos mudahon ak nya naiintindihan ko if diri tanggap pero dapat paba ak nya sugarun situn? halos husgahan niya ak pagkatawo if only all of you can hear kung nanu nanu pa a gnsugad saak ni mama i assure you manluluya kam. Actually nakakafeel ak jealous sa iba na kapwa ko bi coz tanggap sira sa knra parents misan nanu pa sira especially my friends nga halos open sira both families and damo pa an may mga aram saak relationship specially mga Tita ko but they accepted it pero nanu kay ak mama diri kay bagaw pa niya "KARIGNA KUNO" wara kuno matanggap sa sugad sini na relationship not her knowing nga halos tanan na nga maaram is tanggap kami siya la a diri.

Aminado ak sa pera kabeses ak ni mama tratuhon sin sugad situn may mga times na pinaglaban ko ak sarili to my own mama kay diri ko na gnkakaya tanan nga wordings tikang knya then after sun natatawag naak niya nga wara respect kay naato ak, mali ba? mali ba nga ipagtanggol ko ak sarili kay diko na kaya a suol ALWAYS REMEMBER MAY MGA TIMES NGA NEED TA MAN IGDEFEND AT SARILI LALO NA KUNG SOBRANG MALI NA A GNBABAGAW SAAT. nanu kay pirmi nala dapat " MAGPASALAMAT KA NGA ADI KA YANA DAHIL SA KANYA" but never the "ANAK MO LA SIYA GHAPUN KAILANGAN NIYA IMO LOVE" and also the " AYAW SITUN KAY MAMA MO LA SIYA GHAPUN pero never the "AYAW SITUN KAY ANAK MO LA ITUN GHAPUN".

Yes I'm really grateful to her for bringing me here in this world but did i really deserve this pain? Ang unfair sobra na an panlaban sa iba nga parents is "anak lang kita ako nagpalaki sayo kaya ako ang laging tama kaya wag kang sumasagot " but please mama hear me out coz im in so much pain right now dahil sayo. Si papa mahal na mahal kami pinaparamdam kung gaano kami kaspecial pero nanu kay ikaw diko na nakakaya an suol? at ito pa pala sa sobra nga diko na gnkaya one time habang gnbabagawan ak niya sin nanu nanu tigda ak nagbatun nga "mama tama na please man kasuol pa sa dughan diak nakaya" 1st time ko itun nasugad knya but guess what knya gnresponse? "KAARTE MO, ARTE LA ITUN." f**kkk pakabati ko situn nanluya ak tuda diko gnaasahan grabe halos pauto utro itun saak utak, pinakamasuol sa tanan nga ak nareceive kay mama.

MAMA? I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOUR WORDS AFFECT ME SO MUCH, NAKAKALIMUTAN MO NA ATANG ANAK MO'KO MA PLEASE KASUOL PA.

_clara
*Catarman
_30

16/07/2025

"PANGINANO MAN KAM"

pa post sini admin ( HIDE MY IDENTITY )

Freshmen poak, diri ak nag aapura or diri kokam gin aapura nga panginano an process sak admission. Then naghulat ak pera Ka months pero kay grave Naman ini nga paghinulat 2 months na ngan wara la gihap, mga pira na ka times mag para balik sa registrar just to clarify Kon nano naba an kamutangan pero an kanra baton diri nag iiba, "Maghulat kuno" mygod ginhimo Kuna an maghulat pero Kay mag eenrollment na wara padin.

ngan plss sa mga program chair kon diri man kami qualified situn nga course p**i panginano nga ma e transfer, ngan ma process man sa iba nga courses hasta nga na coclosan na ngayn AK.

Kunta aware Kam sa nararamdaman San mga students, ito mga interesado mag skwela pero diri matatagan chance paraprehas mapo kit karuyag mahingadtuan naging student latpo Kam. Kaya ayaw niyo pag pinakuri'e an mga students nga karuyag man mag skwela Thank you po.

_Mari.
*Mondragon

10/07/2025

“ TIME CONSUMING PARA SA MGA STUDENT'S ”

Pa post man ak sini for awareness sa tanan nga students (HIDE MY IDENTITY)

Kamakalalangot kay tanan nala ginhimo online an apanginano sa mga lakaron sa UEP even sa SHIFTEE'S, 2nd courser's, re admission, tas transferees.

Pero in the first place mas naging TIME CONSUMING ini nga strategies, sa incoming freshmen pala ngani dire na nira ma settled, pano pa kaya yana nga tanan na online an proseso, nakaka irita la liwat kay kada pangutana mo sa admission an kanra permi baton is paghulat kam sa online post without knowing sira tah nagwawakay sakanra ginhahatag nga statements: like for example nagpost sira last week pa about sa Transferee's students nga nag sesend kono link para siton nga mga student's.

pero until now wara parin, ano na admission. Dire lapo kamo an natatanglay, buti pa kayo natatanglay la physical, what about us, financial & physical tired sa pagbinalik balik. Tas masugad kam kay nano kay dire kam makahukat sa post(UNTIL WHEN???) paghoman na an SY??

ONLINE KUNO PERO DIRE MALAKSI AN WAY, KALA KOBA ALTERNATIVE WAY PARA MAS MAPABILIS YUNG MGA PROSESO, PERO AN. NANGYARE MAS NAG IYA NGA MAGASTOS LUGOD INI NGA PROCESSS. kunta may option nala kun online or walk in an proseso kay an iba(like me) kun walk in iton nga proseso homan naak, I already secured may slot na sana, sana maintindihan niyo amon side because dire lapo kamo an NAPAPAGAL, tawo lat kami nga natatanglay, SALAMAT.

AK!!!

_ Cece
* Catarman

10/07/2025

“BURDEN TO YOUR SUCESS? CHASING YOU DREAM WITHOUT BACKER”

goodday admin! i am a incoming freshmen, and i have some thoughts to tell. Ya see? i was qualified from the program i choosen however there some conflict kasi they only need few students and damo an nag applicant. As for me, i am really interested to pursue this program pero sad to say po wara po ak karawat even tho i review before the exam and interview, an reason kasi is halos tanan nga applicant didto mga kila nira gintatagan sira mga hint and nababati kopa nga "pasok kana siton". It's really unfair for those students na prepare uraura, nawara la tungod sito may mga backer.

-incoming freshmen

_kalex
*UEP

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