29/06/2025
“MINULTO NG MGA PANGARAP NA DI KO PINAGLABAN”
Year 2022 when I decided to stop my college study due to a personal reason. It's a very hard decision that I made in my entire life yet I need to balance two things, 1 is my study and 2 is my family problems. And napakahirap sa part KO that time kasi hirap akong unawain at ibalanse ang lahat to the point na nagka depression ako. And I decided to stop
Year 2023 I decided na mag school ulit kahit financially unstable ako. Pero hirap akong igapang lahat. Financial problem struck me so hard to the point na nag stop na naman ako. Yes, I failed to protect my dreams, I lost opportunities, and I give up easily.
And then now, seeing my high school colleagues being in the list who passed the licensure examination, seeing my batch mates having an stable jobs because they are now a graduate with a degree and seeing my friends enjoying their life as a college degree holder. They truly achieve their dreams that once we been chasing before. And seeing then what they attained in life, envious was uttering in me, and keep thinking "Kun nagpursigi laak dati paraprehas manlat kami kunta yana." The ghost that keep frightening me was the dream that I surrendered and never fought for amidst difficulties.
Kunta saak pag school yana, mag duruderetso na. Kunta pumabor na saak an Panahon. Ngan kunta permi mahawanan ak isip na permi KO pilion ak pag eskwela bisan nanu pa iton na problema an dumatong.
I know there's still a long fight ahead and the journey is still too long, pero PADAYON. Puhun ako naman.
_Danaus Plexipus
-25
*Mondragon
