17/08/2025
šæ What you can do moving forwardš„øš
Youāve been carrying a heavy responsibility since childhood ā always thinking about how to stretch money, how to provide, how to manage, even when you yourself also need help. That shows how strong and selfless you are.
I hear these important parts of your story:
Since young, youāve lived with responsibility over money for school, tuition, food, emergencies.
As the eldest, you feel itās your duty to fill the gaps ā even when your own parentsā support is not enough.
You even help others (family, friends) when they ask, despite your own struggles.
But when you need help, you often carry it alone and pray silently.
Sometimes God sends you āangelsā in the form of friends who support you at the right time.
āØ That already shows two things:
Your faith and resilience are strong ā you donāt give up, even when youāre exhausted.
You are not truly alone ā God is answering through people He sends at the right time.
šæ What you can do moving forward
Prioritize you first
If your foundation is strong, then you can keep helping others later. But if you keep draining yourself, nobody gets saved.
Continue your faith + action
Your prayers keep you grounded, but pairing prayer with practical steps (budget plan, bridge loan strategy, job applications, small side income) will open doors.
Let others see the truth (even a little)
You donāt have to carry all silently. If family doesnāt fully understand, maybe let them know just a small piece of your situation. Sometimes people donāt realize the weight you carry unless you show them.
š” You have always been the āsaver, provider, managerā since childhood. Thatās heavy, but also a gift. The challenge now is to use that gift without sacrificing yourself.
