08/01/2026
Where in Malek’s name is he going? I hurry through the tunnels
beneath the quadrant, trying to follow, but night is the ultimate
shadow and Xaden blends seamlessly into the darkness. If it wasn’t
for our dragons’ bond leading me in his general direction and the
sporadic disappearance of mage lights, I’d never think that he’s
masked somewhere ahead of me.
Fear holds me with an icy fist, and my footing grows unsteady. He
kept his head down this evening, guarded by Bodhi and Garrick
while we waited for news about Sawyer’s injury after the battle that
nearly cost us Basgiath, but there’s no telling what he’s doing now.
If anyone spots the faint, strawberry-red circles around his irises,
he’ll be arrested—and likely executed. According to the texts I’ve
read, they’ll fade at this phase, but until they do, what could possibly
be important enough for him to risk being seen?
The only logical answer sends a chill up my spine that has nothing
to do with the cold stone of the corridor seeping in through my
socks. There hadn’t been time for boots or even my armor after the
click of the closing door woke me from a restless sleep.
“Neither of them will answer,” Andarna says, and I yank open the door to the enclosed bridge as its counterpart on the far end snicks
shut. Was that him? “Sgaeyl is still...incensed, and Tairn smells of
both rage and sorrow.”
Understandable for all the reasons I can’t allow myself to dwell on
yet, but inconvenient.
“Do you want me to ask Cuir or Chradh—” she starts.
“No. The four of them need their sleep.” No doubt we’ll find
ourselves on patrols for any remaining venin come morning. I cross
the freezing expanse of the bridge with increasingly uncertain steps
and jolt at the view outside the windows. It had been warm enough
for thunderstorms earlier, but now snow falls in a thick curtain,
concealing the ravine that separates the quadrant from Basgiath’s
main campus. My chest clenches, and a fresh wave of seemingly
endless tears threatens to prickle my painfully swollen eyes.
“It began about an hour ago,” Andarna says gently.
The temperature has fallen steadily in the hours since... Don’t go
there. My next breath shakes, and I force everything I can’t handle
into a neat, mentally fireproof box and stash it somewhere deep
inside me.
It’s too late to save Mom, but I’ll be damned if I let Xaden get
himself killed.
“You can grieve,” Andarna reminds me as I pull open the door to
the Healer Quadrant and enter the crowded hall. Wounded in every
color of uniform line the sides of the stone tunnel, and healers dart
in and out of the infirmary doors.
“If I wallow in every loss, that’s all I’ll ever have time for.” I’ve
learned that lesson well over the past eighteen months. Passing a
set of clearly intoxicated infantry cadets, I cut through what’s
become an expanded sickbay, searching for a blur of darkness. This
part of the quadrant didn’t sustain any damage, but it still reeks of
sulfur and ash.
“May your mother be remembered! To General Sorrengail, the
flame of Basgiath!” one of the third-years calls out, and my stomach
twists tighter as I forge ahead without reply.
When I approach the corner, then turn it, I see a patch of
darkness enveloping the right side of the wall for a stuttering
heartbeat, and then the stairwell to the interrogation chamber
appears, flanked by two groggy guards. Shadows slip down the
steps.
F**k. Usually I love being right, but in this instance, I was hoping
otherwise. I reach for Xaden mentally, but there’s only a thick wall of
chilled onyx.
I have to get past these guards. What would Mira do?
“She would have already slain your lieutenant and been confident
in her choice,” Andarna answers. “Your sister is an act first, ask
questions later kind of rider.”
“Not helpful.” What little I’d eaten for dinner threatens to reappear.
Andarna’s right. Mira will kill Xaden if she finds out he’s channeled
from the earth, regardless of the circumstances. But confidence?
That’s not a bad idea. I muster every ounce of arrogance I can
scrounge up or fake, straighten my shoulders, lift my chin, and stride
toward the guards, praying I look steadier than I feel. “I need an
audience with the prisoner.”
The two men glance at each other, and then the taller one on the
left clears his throat. “We’re under orders from Melgren not to allow
anyone down these steps.”
“Tell me”—I tilt my head and fold my arms like I’m strapped with
every dagger I own...or am at least wearing footwear—“if the man
directly responsible for your mother’s death was a flight of stairs
away, what would you do?”
The shorter one looks down, revealing a cut beneath his ear.
“Orders—” the taller one starts, glancing at the ends of my sleep-
loosened braid.
“He’s behind a locked door,” I interrupt. “I’m asking you to look the
other way for five minutes, not give me the key.” My gaze darts
poignantly to the key ring hanging on his bloodstained belt. “If it had
been your mother, and she’d secured the kingdom’s entire defense
system with her life, I promise I’d afford you the same courtesy.”
The tall one blanches.
“Goverson,” the short one whispers. “She’s the lightning wielder.”
Goverson grunts, and his hands flex at his sides. “Ten minutes,” he
says. “Five for your mother, and five for you. We know who saved us
today.” He motions toward the stairwell with his head.
But he doesn’t know. None of them realize the sacrifice Xaden
made to kill the Sage...their general.
“Thank you.” I start down the stairs with wobbling knees, ignoring
the pungent scent of wet earth that claws at the outer edges of my
composure. “I can’t believe he came down here.”
“He probably seeks information,” Andarna notes. “I cannot blame
him for wanting to know what he is.” The longing in her voice
startles me on multiple levels.
“He isn’t a soulless venin. He’s still Xaden. My Xaden,” I snap,
holding tight to the only thing I’m certain of as I make my way
silently down the stairs.
“You know what channeling from the earth does,” she warns.
Know? Yes. Accept? Absolutely not. “If he’d completely lost
himself, he would have drained me at any number of points tonight,
especially while I slept. Instead, he ensured our safety and risked
exposure to sit at my side for hours. He channeled from the earth
once. Surely we can repair wherever his soul may have...cracked.”
It’s the most I’m willing to admit. “I already know what Tairn thinks,
and the possibility of fighting both of you is exhausting, so please,
for the love of Amari, be on my side.”
The bond directly between us shimmers. “All right.”
“Really?” I pause on the stair, splaying my hand on the wall to
catch my balance.
“I am as unknown as he is, and you still trust me,” she says. “I will
not be another battle you have to fight.”
Oh, thank gods. Her words seep into the marrow of my bones,
and I hang my head in relief. I hadn’t realized how badly I needed to
hear that until she said it. “Thank you. And you have every right to
know about where you come from, but I have no doubts about who
you are.” I start down the remaining steps, sure of my footing. “You
alone should make the choice to find your family, and I’m worried
that Melgren—”
“I scorched the venin during the battle,” she interrupts in a rush of
words that run together.
“You...did.” My brow puckers as I spiral downward toward the
interrogation cells. I’d been too shocked at her appearance, the way
her scales had shifted, to think about the burning dark wielder. As
far as I know, we’ve never caught one on fire. Tairn hadn’t said
anything, either.
“I’ve been thinking about it all night. Magic feels different when I
change color. Maybe my use of power in that moment altered the
venin, weakened her enough to blister.” Andarna slows enough to
enunciate her words, but not by much.
“That could alter...everything.” Muffled voices sound beneath me,
and I quicken my pace. “It’s definitely worth investigating later.” Not
that I’m willing to risk Andarna by shouting that she might be our
newest weapon, especially not when the rumor has already
circulated that we’ll seek an alliance with Poromiel. What could be
worse than leadership endangering Andarna? The whole Continent’s
leadership seeking to do the same.
“You can fight it all you want, but that power streaming through
her veins?” Jack taunts, his words growing clearer as I near the final
few turns. “There’s a reason the higher-ups want her. A little
brotherly advice? Fall in line and find someone else to f**k. That
infamous control of yours so much as flickers in her direction—”
“I would never,” Xaden retorts, his voice lethally icy.
My heart rate doubles and I halt just before the last curve in the
stairwell, keeping out of sight. Jack’s talking about me.
“Even you don’t get a say in which parts of us are taken first,
Riorson.” Jack laughs. “But speaking from personal experience,
control goes quickly. Just look at you, freshly fed from the source
and already down here, desperate for a cure. You will slip, and
afterward... Well, let’s just say that silver hair that has you so
besotted will be gray like the rest of her, and those weak-ass initiate
rings in your eyes won’t just last a few days—they’ll be permanent.”
“Not going to happen.” Xaden bites out every word.
“You could deliver her yourself.” Chains rattle. “Or you could let me
out and we’ll do it together. Who knows, they might let her live just
to keep you on a leash until you turn asim and forget all about her.”
“F**k you.”
My hands ball into fists. Jack knows Xaden’s channeled. He’ll tell
the first person who questions him, and Xaden will be arrested. My
mind spins as the two start to argue only yards away, their words
blurring in the whirlwind of my thoughts. Gods, I could lose Xaden
just like—
I can’t. I won’t. I refuse to lose him, for him to lose himself.
Fear fights to rise and I s***f it out, denying it air to breathe or
grow. The only thing stronger than the power prowling within me is
the resolve stiffening my spine.
Xaden is mine. My heart, my soul, my everything. He channeled
from the earth to save me, and I’ll scour the world until I find a way
to save him right back. Even if it takes bargaining with Tecarus for
access to every book on the damned Continent or capturing dark
wielders one by one to question, I’ll find a cure.
“We’ll find a cure,” Andarna promises. “We will exhaust every
closer resource first, but if I’m right and I somehow altered that
venin inadvertently while changing my scales, then the rest of my
kind should know how to master the tactic. How to change him.
Cure him.”
My breath stutters at the possibility, the cost. “Even if you’re right,
I’m not using you—”
“I want to find my family. We both know the order to locate my
kind is inevitable now that your leadership knows what I am. Let us
do so on our terms and for our own purposes.” Her tone sharpens.
“Let us follow every possible path to a cure.”
She’s right. “Every possible path may require breaking a few laws.”
“Dragons do not answer to the laws of humans,” she counters in a
tone that reminds me of Tairn. “And as my bonded, as Tairn’s rider,
you no longer answer to them, either.”
“Rebellious adolescent,” I mutter, forming half a dozen plans, half
of which might work. Even as their rider, there are still some crimes
that would demand my execution...and that of whomever I trust to
involve. I nod to myself, accepting the risk, at least for myself.
“You’ll have to keep secrets again,” Andarna warns.
“Only the ones that protect Xaden.” Which currently means
preventing Jack from revealing this conversation without killing him,
since we can’t afford the manhunt the death of our only prisoner would cause.
“You sure I shouldn’t ask Cuir or Chradh—”
“No.” I start down the stairs. There’s only one other person
besides Bodhi and Garrick I can trust to prioritize Xaden’s best
interests, only one other person who can know the truth in its
entirety. “Tell Glane I need Imogen.”
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