
20/06/2025
"I Still Choose Jesus"
There are days I wake up heavy.
Not for any reason I can explain—just a weight in my chest, a sadness that sits in my soul.
I love Jesus… deeply. But sometimes my thoughts don't match my faith.
Sometimes I feel lost, tired, broken in places I can’t describe.
And I wonder,
“Can someone who loves God feel this low?”
“Can I follow Christ and still wrestle with darkness inside?”
The answer is yes.
Because faith isn’t the absence of struggle—it’s the choice to keep walking when you can barely stand.
It’s whispering “Jesus, help me” when you can’t pray out loud.
It’s tears falling on your Bible but still opening it anyway.
Even when my thoughts feel heavy,
I still choose Him.
Even when I feel alone,
I still believe He’s near.
Even when I don’t feel strong,
I still trust His strength.
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." — Psalm 34:18
So if your heart is tired, and your mind feels like a battlefield,
know this: God sees you. He hasn’t left. He hasn’t changed.
And even now—especially now—He’s holding you.
This valley won’t last forever. But His love will.