19/10/2025
๐๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐๐จ๐ญ๐๐ฌ | ๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฆ๐ฌ
It was terrifying when the ground began to shake; I thought it would be my last moment. My regrets and dreams rushed through my heart all at once, and with them came my tears.
Suddenly, I have plenty of dreams left unfinished โ ones Iโve tucked away, waiting for the right time. Things I promised myself Iโd do someday, people I wanted to make proud, places I swore Iโd see. In that trembling moment, I realized how much I still wanted to stay โ not out of fear of dying, but out of the longing to finally live.
As fear wrapped around me, I suddenly called out to God, prayed, hoped, and yearned for Him to keep us safe. I was never a deeply religious person, but in that moment, my trembling knees and clasped hands begged for life, surrendering everything to the One above.
โMama! Mama!โ Everyone cried out for their mothers. I thought of mine โ how she must be worrying, how her heart must be trembling too. So I closed my eyes and whispered a prayer for safety as my cries loudly echoed through the shaking walls.
As the ground kept trembling, my fear grew heavier, and my heart pounded endlessly, and in that moment, one truth echoed within me: I wasnโt ready for death.
When the world finally stilled, I found myself catching my breath not from relief, but from realization. Life is fragile, and dreams are, too. The shaking may have stopped, but inside me, something began to moveโa promise that I'll live, love, and chase all those things that flicked before my eyes when I sensed death. ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐; ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ฅ๐-๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ง.
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