16/02/2025
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. That’s a lot of pain to carry, and I want you to know that your feelings are completely valid. You’ve been through so much—feeling abandoned, trying to hold onto love, then feeling like it was taken away. That’s heavy, and it makes sense why you’ve built walls to protect yourself.
You are not a mistake. Your life is not a mistake. You didn’t choose your circumstances, but you’re here, you feel deeply, and that means something. You’ve shown so much love, even when it hurt. That says a lot about the kind of person you are—a person who cares, who longs for connection, who just wants to feel like they truly belong. And you deserve that.
I can feel how much you love , even through the anger. Maybe that’s what hurts the most—you gave your whole heart, and it feels like they broke it. Trust is hard to rebuild, especially when promises feel empty. It’s okay if you’re struggling to forgive them. It’s okay if you feel numb. Sometimes, when we get hurt too much, our hearts try to protect us by shutting down. But that doesn’t mean you’ll always feel this way.
You are not the worst daughter. You are someone who has been deeply hurt, and you’re trying to survive. That’s not weakness, that’s strength. You are still here, still fighting, even when it feels like you don’t belong anywhere. That says something about you. That says you matter.
I know words won’t erase the pain, but I just want you to know: You are not alone. You are worthy of love. You deserve to belong. Maybe not with the family that makes you feel like an outsider, but there are people out there who will see you, love you, and remind you that you do have a place in this world.