05/11/2025
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This story is mainly a ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ธ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.
All events, names, and experiences are entirely made upโฆ
or at least, thatโs what I keep telling myselfโฆ
๐ ๐๐ข๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐
โThey said she was in a coma. Then why did it feel like her eyes followed me?โ
I was assigned to Room 212 on my first night shift. Everyone told me it was an easy post. One patient, stable, quiet as a grave. But I donโt think any of them ever saw the one in Room 212. Since before I began my rotation, she has been in a coma. Her faceโpale, calm. I wish Iโd never looked too long. I talk to her. Just to pass time. I know itโs stupid, but it helps. And sometimesโฆ I swear I see her eyelids twitch, like sheโs listening.
At first, it was just that.
Then things got weird.
๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐๐จ.
Iโd hear the beeping even when I wasnโt near her room. It followed me, down the hall, into the restroom, even when I was home trying to sleep. Sometimes it hurried, like a sprinting heart, as if it was waiting for mine. That sound followed me everywhere.
Still, sometimes Iโd catch myself staring too long. There was somethingโฆ very familiar about her.
The shape of her face, maybe? Or the faint stitch along her neck? It doesnโt look right anymore. Her lips arenโt moving, her eyes arenโt rufflingโฆAnd yet, somehow, I can feel it. I swear sheโs smiling at me.
I tried to be professional. Chart, clean, monitor, and repeat.
The routine helped. It made me feel like I still had control over it. I kept my composure, did what needed to be done, and pretended not to feel her eyes under those closed lids.
But the silence started to change.
It wasnโt just quiet anymoreโit was listening.
Then the bruises started.
Tiny ones, around my wrists and arms.
Like someone had taped me down.
I told myself it was stress, anything but what it felt like...like the hospital was marking me.
The skin was bruised, tender and whenever I walked past Room 212, the ache tightened vigorously.
โWhatโs happening to me?โ I whispered nervously.
One night, I was charting when I heard it again. But this time, it was louder. A noise from Room 212. Not the common hum or beeping of the monitors... but it was something else. An indistinct rustle, the scraping of metal against tile.
โYouโre tired,โ I told myself. โJust tired.โ
But the sound grew sharper, closer.
โItโs fine,โ I said again.
Except it didnโt sound like my voice anymore.
I slowly entered.
My body froze.
There she wasโฆsitting on the bed, hair tangled, head tilted slightly, facing backward, watching her own reflection.
In front of her bed, there was a mirror hanging on the wall.
From where I stood, I could see her face through it.
โMaโam?โ My voice came out cracked, smallโฆscared.
No response.
She didnโt move.
The monitor still beeped in rhythm.
๐ฝ๐๐๐ฅ.
๐ฝ๐๐๐ฅ.
๐ฝ๐๐๐ฅ.
Then, slowly...bone-creakingly slowโ๐๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ฃ.
Her neck twisted first, and then the rest of her face followed โ not until I realized her body hadnโt moved at all. It was enough to show her pale, drooping cheeks, and lips forming into something that wasnโt a smile.
๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐๐ค๐ก๐ ๐๐จ ๐๐๐
My skin went cold as the air grew dense and suffocating, pressing into my lungs with every desperate breath while my heart pounded so violently.
Then the lights flickeredโ and when they came back on, her faceโฆIt was mine. Swollen, no color, veins like dark roots spreading underneath the skin.
๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐๐ ๐จ๐ข๐๐ก๐๐.
Not lightly. Not kindly.
But too wide, too sudden
like her bare skin was splitting just to do it.
๐ ๐จ๐๐ง๐๐๐ข๐๐.
The lights glimmered again,
and then came the sound.
๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
I woke up to that same sound, resonating through the light.
A white naked ceiling stared back at me, IV lines tousled at my side, tape piercing into my skin. My hand shivered as I brushed against the oxygen tube resting on my face. Everything felt too bright, too vague, a room bleached of soul and sound.
Somebody was adjusting the drip beside meโฆa nurse.
The walls rang in perpetual whispers, but she was humming softly, the same melody I used to hum when I was anxious. And yet, her careful movements traced my bare skin leisurely.
She didnโt notice I was awake yet?
I tried to question what happened, but my throat scorched when I tried to speak.
No amount of voice came out.
Only the weak resonance of the monitor, and silent, heavy demeanour radiating beside me.
๐ฝ๐๐๐ฅ... ๐๐๐๐ฅ... ๐๐๐๐ฅ.
My words died in the air. And so, I reached out, held her thin sleeve.
The nurse finally looked down. Her soulless gaze locked into mine.Neither of us breathed. Neither of us flinched. And finally, she slowly smiled. Then she muttered, softly,"๐๐๐ก๐๐ค๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ ."
She turned aside and headed for the door, humming once again.
I looked at her image in the window.
For a brief moment, I thought it was just the glass playing tricks.
But she wasnโt moving away โ It was walking ๐ฉ๐ค๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ me.
Leaning in, her lips curled. She was smirking.
And the last thing I saw before the lights flickered out againโ
was her face twisting into mine.
I saw my face.
๐๐ข๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐.
Written by: Eveanda Santo
Graphic Artist: Jenefa Lin Gayola