05/09/2025
Although I carry the labels of , , and , I feel as though a heavy weight has finally lifted from my shoulders. For the first time in a long while, I can pause.
Should I begin preparing my documents and look for a new job, or allow myself to embrace this finally? The truth is, I don’t know yet.
From Acads, to Orgs, to OJT, to Ministry, to a 50-day cash-for-work program, and even my little sidelines, life has been one continuous season of movement. And now, as the noise and pressure fade, my mind feels blank. Silent.
Yet in this silence, I also find comfort. Despite my lapses and uncertainties, I have been met with kindness and encouragement from those around me. And so, even without a clear path ahead, I hold on to the belief that everything will turn out well.
Like the ocean, the future stretches out before me — vast, unpredictable, sometimes frightening, but also full of possibility. I don’t know what lies beneath or beyond, but I know there is plenty of room to discover new sides of myself.
This isn’t advice, but simply letting out what I feel. Maybe some of you will relate, maybe not. Some may let time take its course, others may rush through it, or perhaps — like me — you feel pulled toward both. Whatever it may be, one thing is certain. Time moves, life unfolds, and all we really have is now. So live in it. Just that. You’ll know when you do.
Let the uncertainty of the tides carry you to new shores.🌊
-Admin HK
