26/05/2026
I just want to let out what I’m feeling.
From the very beginning, I already trusted you. I haven’t forgotten everything you did to help me leave. Until the day came when I couldn’t take it anymore and I gave up. I know it wasn’t supposed to be my obligation anymore, but because I felt indebted to you, I looked for someone to replace me — not just one, but even two people.
Five months passed while I was searching, but I still couldn’t find anyone to replace me. But I never forgot about it; I kept searching. I did everything — posted on social media, searched everywhere — just so I could find someone before my repatriation, but nothing…
Honestly, I already wanted to give up, but then I thought to myself, “If others can do it, why can’t I?”
Until you called me and told me I would be a direct employer hire in Kuwait. I knew it would be difficult being a direct hire, but I still accepted it, even though I knew you no longer had responsibility for it because I was no longer under you. The only one handling me was the agency, and there still wasn’t any assurance.
We talked through chat, and I asked you many questions. Of course, I also didn’t want to put myself in danger. I just wanted to be sure. We didn’t have any conflict, and our conversation was fine, so why did you suddenly block me?
I’m not angry at you, I just lost my trust.
Sorry, but I’ve already given up.