09/08/2026
8 years of LDR. Then for 3 years, he started cheating, lying, and betraying me. I already had doubts back then, but because I loved him, I stayed until August 6, 2026, when I finally confirmed his betrayal. We ended up breaking up because he had no way to explain anymore. Even though he tried to deny it again and again, he had no other option left.
On the night of August 6, I couldn't sleep the whole day until morning and until afternoon. I cried and cried, without eating. Then on the night of August 8, I suddenly realized he is not worth it, and I felt hatred in my heart. I remembered how he lied and cheated on me. I remembered those days when I felt like there was something I needed to know. When we started to argue, he always played the victim, so instead of me getting angry at him, he got even angrier, and I just cried. But because I loved him, I always forgave him and listened to his explanations.
Now that I realize how many times he lied, I feel hatred in my heart, but I am thanking God because He effortlessly showed me the real scenario of how he fooled me for almost 3 years. Now, I cannot feel sad because I lost him forever. Instead, I am happy because finally, I am free after almost 8 years of loyalty and faithfulness. Let karma do the rest. Today, I choose a peaceful life, and in the process of healing, I know I can move on. ๐๐
