28/03/2026
Hi BS!
I want to share something I experience and It hurts me to the point it caused me to feel sinking and grieved. Sorry, I know it is sounds foolish and absurd but I want to let go of it and share it to somebody.
This happened last week and I'm still dwelling on about it, I have someone I've met through facebook and the same age as me also he is studying to other school. We talk like about a month ago I can't retain it na, we talk about life, everyday ganap, and about love. Because of that it made me attach to him and trusted him to the point our intimate relationship grows that every detail of us we know already, so I made my move to court him or ligawan. He didn't directly said yes but it was okay to him, I make sure that if it was okay, so I asked him many times if I could possible court him until he said that It was fine to him.
At first It was auspicious where I could tell he is the one that I will love to the fullest and magtatagal kami, so I was happy with his presence and my feelings for him was start to build up even more, until I've notice that he changed instantly where I can perceive his abrupt demeanour towards me.
So I asked him constantly if what happened to him, what I do wrong or I'm become annoying to him and anything like that, but he replied coldly, bluntly and parang napipilitan nalang siya. Diko siya ma explain kung paano, kasi parang ang hirap e hindi ko na siya ma intindihan ko ano ba ang nangyayari sa kanya. He didn't tell me why he is being like that, then there it hits me I cried because I'm the one who is adjusting and trying to solve a puzzle that is impossible to complete. I cried so much I let go every shed of my terms.
After I cried, I opened my old dump account and then I added him which he accepted it quickly, I chated him directly and I introduce myself and pretend as a fake person. At first the same thing happens a good and normal convo but I slowly noticed how He responded to my fake account it is completely differen
