05/07/2020
“Pursuit of Happiness”
"Man Jadda Wajada", an arabic quote that means whoever strives shall succeed. It is for anyone who has a strong determination to reach for the stars. This reminded me the day I decided to take on the challenge of pursuing my dreams. As I was scrolling down my facebook feed, I saw a picture of these two young ladies with the cockpit as their background. They looked fulfilled. You would ask, whats the big fuss about it? They were actually pilots but the difference was they were also wearing a hijab (head-covering). Growing up as a muslim, it is not everyday you get to see someone wearing a hijab especially in muslim-minority country. Though I am not wearing a hijab just yet, I found that photo empowering in all aspect. For me it felt like cheering all women regardless of their race or religion. It was the sign I was looking for, an affirmation of my dreams.
I was inspired to become the best I can be but somehow I had doubts about myself. I have my flaws and to be honest I have nothing to boast. I am not even a good writer nor a good speaker. I am no good compared to others. I am just a pretty face, some say. I doubted myself too much. It was a rocky ride but I made it through. I have decided to continue for my own growth. I realized a lot of things. I learned to be tough. I accepted the fact the people will judge you no matter who you are and what you do. It was this challenge that made me who i am. It was all worthwhile because I was able to know the extent of my capabilities.
I owe it all to Allah and to the people who believed in me and continued to inspire me to become better. I am grateful to my family for being the greatest support system ever. They never questioned my dreams. When I told them what I wanted to be, they showed me overwhelming support and love. My friends, old and new, cheered for me and always had my back. I pray that someday I can give back and make these people who believe in me proud. In Sha Alla
Annikah Abdulcadir
12-STEM-AT
Photojournalist: Evin Christine