08/04/2024                                                                            
                                    
                                                                            
                                            📌 LONG POST AHEAD -- THROWBACK
November 2023, Ed and I decided to try to get pregnant. Nag-usap kami na susubukan namin without putting too much pressure on ourselves. The initial plan was get married, enjoy life as a couple for few years then if the time came na ipagkaloob sa amin yung baby then that's it. 
Then came March. I felt really sick and at that time, all I could think was "Patay, mukhang may COVID na naman ako" because of the symptoms I felt. I was feeling very nauseous and wanted to vomit pero walang maisuka. I don't feel like eating breakfast kahit na breakfast is life and ayaw ko ng bumangon because I had no energy to do so. Sumabay pa yung migraine ko 😂 Back then, I got a notif from my Flo App (Best Period/Ovulation App) na I missed my period for two days. In my years of experience having periods, this is the second time it happened so medyo kakaba kaba na ko kaya I immediately informed Ed. 
Five days passed, nag decide ako to get tested through PT. Sunday morning, March 28, just woke up ang peg namin straight to Mercury Drug. First time namin parehas mag-asawa bumili ng PT at napaka awkward pala ng feeling kahit di naman dapat. 🤣 When we got home, nag build pa ata kami ni Ed ng Gundam tapos nung after lunch nag decide na ko to make wiwi sa PT 😂 basa basa ng instructions maigi then sinabihan ko si Ed na sya na mag-antay ng result while I'm in the restroom. Nakakatawa pa nga kasi sabi sa instructions wait for 30 seconds e wala pang 10 seconds nag two lines na agad. 
Tinawag ako ni Ed, "Love, tignan mo", then pagkita ko boogsh eto na nga. Two lines. Positive. 💙 Napayakap ako kay Ed and naluha kami parehas. Ganun pala yung feeling when it's time. 🤗 Napasabi pa ko ng "S**t, buntis ako. Astig! 😂
The next day, nag test pa ko ulit to confirm if totoong buntis talaga ako. As soon as we woke up, diretso PT kasi yun ang best time to confirm. True enough, positive talaga at umiyak na naman ako ng bongga sa saya and kaba na naffeel ko at that time. 💙 
Di ako madasaling tao pero I have a personal relationship with the Lord at eto ang pumasok sa isip ko -- ISAIAH 60:22 🙏
Hello, baby! See you soon! 👶🫶