25/07/2023
Night time life realizations ♥️💯
Nasa point na ako ng buhay ko kung saan I'll do what makes me happy. Kasi once you are happy, everything goes smooth and well. I am protecting my peace at all cost. I don't hella care what others think of me, if that thing makes me happy then I will do it. Kasi kahit anong gawin mo, may masasabi at masasabi pa din sila sayo. Yes they can say their opinions pero nasa sayo ang desisyon. Mula nung namulat ako sa reyalidad, I've been trying to please everyone around me as in always yan. At that was my biggest regret. Kasi the more your please them, the higher hopes and expectations they put in you and the heavier load will be in your shoulder at mind. "Ay ayoko gawin to" ay "hindi ko dapat gawin yan". And that is the start kung saan mabubuhay ka at makukulong ka sa sarili mo at sa sasabihing opinion ng ibang tao. Kasi gawin mo man lahat to please them, isang mali mo lang, mapupuno ka ng rejection, disappointments and judgement. Do what makes you happy together with the thought of is it good or bad.
Maraming beses na akong nadapa, but that doesn't make me a failure, coz my life still go on. No one can tell what lies ahead. Even fortuneteller can't tell and predict their futures 🤣. Failing is just a part of life process to make us better and for us to be stronger. God gave us problems hindi para pahirapan tayo, kundi para makita natin Yung difference sa mga desisyon natin at yung vision na yun ang babago sa mga pananaw mo sa buhay kasi kung mali man ang naging desisyon mo, atleast alam mo ng mali at hindi ka na uulit. Choice mo nalang kung tatanggapin mo sa sarili mong failed kana at Hindi kana mag papatuloy.
