25/10/2025
immensely happy today.
i felt loved and special — and for someone who’s used to giving more than receiving, that means everything. 🥹
53 jamonsters showed up and danced with me today for my birthday class at GDC QC — the energy, the laughter, the chaos, the love… i’ll never forget it. 👾 ended the day with a good steak dinner date and an even better reminder that peace feels a lot like gratitude. inbox is full with greetings and thoughts.
this year, my wish is simple — to stop chasing love and attention. i’m done trying to prove i’m worth being seen.
i’m tired of feeling like the option, the filler, the one people remember only when it’s convenient. from now on, i just want peace — the kind that comes from choosing myself.
i’ve spent so many years pouring into others, but this time, i’m pouring back into me — slowly, intentionally, and with gratitude.
because even in the chaos, i’ve learned that peace isn’t something you find. it’s something you build, one boundary, one brave decision, one soft day at a time.
special shoutout too to everyone who made me feel celebrated — Spark It family, G-Force fam, Mygo, Elexa & Tita Jocelyn, Fiona, Bree, Ezra & Tita Dette, Marga, Jilliane, Chloe, Migs, Ella & Tita Peng, Kirsten, Nami, and Tiara — thank you for the gifts, the love, and the warmth. 🫶🏼
again, happy birthday, jamon. you’ve come a long way.
keep working hard, keep being kind, and keep showing up even when it’s hard. you don’t need to shine louder, you just need to shine honest. 🫂